Friday, November 10, 2006

hmm, been busy with studies n e-learning for the bulk of tis wk. haiz... i'm such a no lifer. econs, stats, accounts n itab. when izzit all gonna end?!?!

technically, i was panicking on mon when i realised i dun hv enough time to cover all my subs. but by wed, i realised many hv not yet even started.. so i started to bum around. as expected. =(

haha.. aft spending 3 days at the condo's study rm studying, zest n i went to tamp mart mac for a change. n i got to see bee bee again.. the poor girl is stick-thin!!! if tts wat intense mugging does to u, i dun mind trying. heee. hey, its much more effective then liposuction or marie france bodyline!!! lol.

anyway, got my aft exam celebrations all planned out. i can't wait. lalalala..

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btw, quarelled with the mother again.

hey mother,

so what if i spend alot alot? as long as i dun overshoot my allowance n borrow frm u, u shouldn't complain ma. keep threatening to cut pocket money then dun allow me to wrk while studying. then how? die le lor. coz no way am i gonna reduce spending. whether u like it anot. i can starve but i'll still buy tt earring. i can walk hm but i'll still buy tt new nail polish colour. i go for brands above anything else n i absolutely love neoprints, kbox, movies, n all the other EXPENSIVE luxuries. so sue me!!!

always complain i dun come hm early. say u "forgot how i look like liao".. where got so extreme? i tis few days nv even go out n already made it a pt to hv dinner at hm quite a few times a wk. just bcoz ur oblivious to it all, doesn't give u the right to blow hot n cold as n when u please! everytime hv prob at wrk, u'll come hm n throw temper. since ur day is already spoilt, why spoil mine too?? wth!! n hv some common sense lah, the few times i make it hm on time, u give me attitude, u tink i like to go hm before ur bedtime juz to kenna scolding ar? i'm not dumb lor.

now u gonna use japan to make me obey. whatever lor.. japan only ma. go before liao. n now, ur wanna go scenic places n soak in hotspring. damn interesting meh? zzzz... besides, its ur mom tt wan to travel with us as a family. u dun buy my ticket, see wat por por will do to u. seriously.

i'm no more that 8 yr old xiao mei mei tt will cry n apologise even when its not my fault. u wanna compete who can cold shoulder who longer, be my guest. n if u wanna go complain to all the aunties say ur daughter whatever, whatever, i oso cannot care less. to me, ur juz in denial.

how many teenagers msg their parents their whereabouts even when on a date? how many teenagers ask permission before going to places as "far" as sentosa? how many teenagers call to reassure their mom when they're coming hm aft 11pm? how many teenagers rmbr their parents anniversary, or bdae dates? their likes n dislikes? how many teenagers check tt their mom hv the blanket on or tt the aircon is not blowing at ur feet before they slp? how many teenagers go to the temple to pray for their parents safety n happinness? how many teenagers leave gd nite notes on the dresser when u wrk late nights? how many teenagers gives gifts n flowers for no rhyme or reason? how many teenagers wake up at 8am on sunday to go grocery shopping with their parents? how many teenagers hug their parents in the morn? how many teenagers hold their mom's hand in public? how many teenagers bother to even be seen in public with their parents? not many for sure. wat can i say??

i do all tt. stuff which u take forgranted. stuff which shows i care n which u choose to ignore.

arrrggggghhhhhhhhh.. dammit! u make me frustrated n irritated n pissed off! u say i'm a child at 18. well, ur a child at 45!!! GROW UP!