Wednesday, August 30, 2006

juz a couple of days ago, i experienced a bad day turning gd. today, its kinda like deja-vu. only, the opp kinda deja-vu. it was a gd day turn bad. n tis time, its bad bad. as in so bad tt even till now, the bad has yet to be resolved. ppl who read my blog prob tink i'm tis pessimistic girl who tinks my whole life revolves around sadness n death. even ting say's i'm like ultra sian tis few days. hmm. i wanna be happy. i shld start listening to zhang hui mei's "wo yao kuai le" more often. afterall, i did promise someone tt i'll live up to my name...

met zest on bus 19, came to sch to man the shop@moberly. today was the moberly block soft launch. i really like the place.. like colonial bungalow wif rustic charm. but yet, bright n airy.. really modern wif latest facilities n air-conditioning! it has 2 ktv rms (can sit 20 ppl v comfortably n hv beanbags tt look like snooker balls! cute~), 2 jamming studios, 2 meeting rms, a dance studio, massage chairs, a cafe, huge 42-inch plasma tvs, bbq pits, pool tables, table soccer, lan gaming studio, 24-hr study rm, landscaped garden wif water featuers (tink of botanic gardens) n open-concept bathrooms (like the zoo!)... the perfect student lounge!!!

we even got to watch a sneak preview of SUPERSTAR: THE MUSICAL. its awesome.. but i dun tink i wanna spend $$ to go watch ba.. *hint: who wanna treat?* lolx. aft tt, went saa to pack back the excess stock. went wif zest n michelle to play a little pool (free for today!!) before heading to heeren to meet jessica.

thanks for the sushi darling!! haha. went for make-up cls which was quite fun other then some worrying smses i received throughout. i love shisedo products! n they plucked my eyebrows. hehe. anyway, i shld hv gotten an inkling tt my otherwise perfect day was going awry. needless to say, its camp stuff again.

throughout shopping, dinner, neoprints n cam-whoring, i was thinking abt the bloody ec 2006. i had soo much hopes for it. all the effort, all the late nites, all the trips back to sch during the hol. there's now a possibility of it coming to a nought. i wan it to succeed.. so so badly. but lack of commitment among the committee, lack of order n discipline plus a thousand other reasons.. tis cld well be the yr's biggest flop. but bcoz i promised xueqin n wif jess's support, i wun let go. wun juz watch it fall. i can n i must.

i hv too much to handle now to bother oso abt some psycopath. yes, i hv concluded he is one tweaked guy. who on earth calls using an unknown no. n goes, "i hv noticed u for quite a while. wanna go catch a movie?" n when questioned futher he says "i hv been watching u." yes i noe ur going out tmr." tts damn freaky. in fact it got me soo unnerved considering the mth it is now (7th mth) plus the fact tt its v late at nite!

been reaching hm later n later tis few days. got hm at midnight. nv call n ignored 4 calls frm hm. i expected mommy to throw a fit n ground me forever!! but she was suprisingly nice n civil. yelled for 2 sec then told me to rest. daddy haven even bathe coz he tot he wld need to go fetch me. its so ironic tt i can still feel loved despite all these nonsense! haiz. i shld be comforted i guess...