Friday, August 11, 2006

it feels weird to hafta go sch at only 4pm today. haha. woke up wif half the day gone n is now juz bumming away the 2nd half.. i really need a change of attitude. really headed down the path of destruction at the rate i'm going. sucididal sia. the letter for examinations hv finally been opened. a stark reminder of wat is to come. a nice start muz hv a nice beginning!
my downward spiral into the abyss of lies n deception.

things i will strive do as the new me:
| i will love n appreciate myself.
| i will love n appreciate all tt is around me.
| i will revise wrk aft every sch day.
| i will do all tutorials.
| i will attend all cls.
| i will not get involved in affairs tt dun concern me.
| i will not even contribute to the abovementioned affairs.
| i will save sms since i wun contribute to aforementioned affairs.
| i will not get into a relationship.
| i will treasure my family n frens.
| i will not splurge or eat on impulse.
| i will take a more active interest in sports.
| i will be more respectful to all.
| i will forget abt revenge n all negative things in life.
| i will follow my horroscope readings n abide to them.

horroscope reading of today: relinquish control.
n as my resolution entails, i will surrender control n let the forces of nature guide my decisions.. wah, sounds so star wars..


~ i hope its not too late... i wanna turn n look behind my shoulder n smile.