Thursday, July 20, 2006
was re-reading all my articles. yes, i noe i shld do stats.. afterall, stats is a practise sub. n since i decided on the make-up test, its prob gonna be a much harder paper. but who cares? i'll prob fail stats anyway. n zest says its nothing much, juz a change of nos. hehe. hopefully.
so anyway, i went to read my entries frm way back. n oct 28, 2005's was v heart-rendering. one day aft my 17th bdae. the day i decided to quit mj. the day the grown-ups chose my path. the day i left ppl i loved for supposedly 'greener pastures'.
the emotions, confusions n desperation i felt during tt period of advancement was voiced. though my lang isn't excellent, its a walk down memory lane. a reminder of wat i left behind to pursue wat i hv now. its wat i sacrifced to save whatever there was left of my future. the ppl i cared for in exchange for all tis.
i really miss u guys. n seeing mag today, made me miss the days where frens were frens for the sake of fun, joy n company. we couldn't offer alot. but we were still steadfast frens.. the world is a harsh n brutal place. n poly makes u grow up so v fast.
Joy talked at
9:21 PM