Monday, July 31, 2006

I PASSED STATS! its a miracle tt has befallen me. n it proves tt miracles do happen when u least expect it. 62% not even a botherline pass. but although my perfect distinction is flying away, i'm happy to hv at least passed it.

though i admit, the ca2 was a far cry frm my ca1 showing. so i wun get myself tt ipod anymore. i dun see how i can stomach rewarding myself aft such a dismal performance.

anyway, tried to study mob at the club. n u try studying wif the men's doubles going on in front of u. i juz had to look at the aces n the smashes n the hot guys doing leaps, swirls n pirouettes! honestly, they wun be out of place in a ballet recital. oops. :P

anyway, gotta go attempt to understand more of my impossibly clueless mob. can't screw up wat i had previously did so well for.. *prays for another miracle*



HAPPY 18TH BDAE GUIYI!

Sunday, July 30, 2006

failed to study constructively yesterday wif cher, ting n mz. coz we were crapping away. ok, i was crapping away.

on the phone to cher:
cher: hello, i wake up le.
me: wat?!?! we study v long le leh.
cher: aiyah, i come now ok? *in act cute voice*
me: how long will u take? 1hr? 2hrs? or 1 day?
cher: 1hr.
ting: later then 1hr muz buy dinner.
cher: har, 1hr 30min!!!
ting: cannot.
cher: but i broke le leh.
ting: u broke, i'm shattered.

quote of the day: i'm in shape. round is a shape.

had bedok's qiulian ban mian. long long time nv eat le. i tink its since damai days ba. hmmmm. went to meet mommy to watch pirate of the carribean again... but its nice. i love johnny depp. n keira knightly is so pretty. but i still prefer orlando bloom in lord of the rings.

today, woke up at 12pm. quarrelled wif mommy. so i didn't dare to go out. attempted to study mob. but mind kept drifting n i realised i lost a whole chunk of notes. omg. i shld hv known better then to seperate them... the txtbk is boring so its another failed studying day.

i really need to get a job to wern myself off mommy. everytime we quarrel, money comes into the picture. n ppl wonder why i'm money-minded. haiz. anyway, aft a day of cold war, i tink we r on speaking terms already. she actually volunteered to top-up my acc. but i hv a feeling my pocket money will decrease yet again. tts why i need a job to offset these nasty suprises. =(

HAPPY 17TH BDAE JESSICA!

Saturday, July 29, 2006

the day before, abt 4pm:
xxx: huh, u meeting zest ar? i tink u better off going urself.
me: why? he always late ar?

the day before, abt 6pm:
me: someone say u always late. u better dun make me wait.
zest: who say? who say?
me: call me when u reach ur bus stop.
zest: then like tt become i wait for u leh.
me: tt is li shuo dang ren de.
zest: girls...

the nite before, abt 12am:
me: r we meeting tmr?
zest: yes, me n u meeting.
me: i juz reach hm. so will prob oversleep. muz give morning call k.
zest: haha. i tink is i will oversleep. whoever wake up first call the other lor.



now wat happens when both oversleep?? panic breaks loose!!!
i woke up at 7.30 (note: we were supposed to be on bus 39 by 7am.) called him. toot toot toot. called 20 more times to the same annoying operator voice. disturbed carolyn n peter who too bombarded his hp wif calls he cld not hear coz he's still in dreamland. lol.

daddy dropped me off at lavender. n he called back while i was in the car. tts 8.20am. now comes the not fair bit, he cab frm tamp n the taxi fare to republic poly (in woodlands) was $13. mine was $17 frm lavender!!! i boarded the cab later n alighted earlier somemore. wth.

anyway, rp is v new. but did not a v school-ly atmosphere. its modern, chic n clean looking but it looks harsh n cold frm the outside. metal n glass make up the whole sch. even wat cld hv been grassy patches were juz stones n pebbles. the high ceilings cld hv been airy n welcoming but they only serve to add to the majestic-ness of the place n echo of the hallways.

there was pools of water. all still n icy-looking.. n bcoz of the lack of students on a sat morn, the place really looked intimidating. not at all how a sch shld feel like. i guess it muz be hard to feel attached to it.

the B.E.S.T briefing was to be held in one of the rms in the lib. the lib was amazing. it had much less bks then even the bizIT but its v nice. they even hv tis whole area for art-farty deco - there were colourful balls thrown all around. n there was ample studying space!! n the sofas were soft n comfy. but the air-con was one wrd - "brrrrrrrrrrrrr"... n coz rp students all carry laptops, the place is not littered wif desktop PCs giving it a v sleek look indeed.

went for the briefing. william, amir, guo wei, shahirah n i were grp 4. carolyn, zest, peter, liying n guiyi was grp 3. aft the talk, we had a game stimulation thingy. grp 3 got 1st in their round while shahirah, guo wei n i had roti prata. the aunty used to sell at fc 6. omg, why did she leave?!?! the prata was fluffy n nice. prob the only warm thing in the sch. oops. hehe.

by the time our turn came, there wasn't enough coms left so we spilt up. shahirah, guo wei n i joined tis 2 corporate ppl (terry n chiobu) in the stimulation exercise. we got 2nd. haha.. coz we were too conservative. shld hv tried to be more reckless. =P

anyway, the jest of the game was to price ur insurance poilicies n pay our agents attractive enough commissions to hv enough revenue to cover claims as well as other expenses over a period of 10yrs. its harder then it sounds. but is a whole load of fun. n the winner gets to take hm $2500 in cash. =D

Friday, July 28, 2006

hung out at the lib wif th, xq n sw while waiting for the e-max bazaar to finish so can pack tables. my feet was all bruised by then. so i juz plopped on the floor n removed tt blasted heels. who cares abt being glam when u hv red-looking feet?!?

took a lift frm huixian's mom n went to jurong entertainment centre wif the spse members. had dinner at the foodcourt, play arcade, took lots of pics n sang bdae songs to jess, guiyi n jingjing. happy belated or post bdae u guys.

the irony is i cld play w/o feeling my feet at all. its numb i guess. luckily dear daddy picked me up frm tamp n mommy didn't really nag even aft i reached hm at nearly 12am! hehe.

to jessica: i hope u had loads of presents n u better wear tt white dress!!! wif the tiara... lol. i noe ur disappointed abt k-box. i pei u nxt time ok? provided ur sing at a decent time. 3am is waaaaay insane. hehe. =P *muacks*

note to self: nv wear contacts when mommy says no. u'll get an eye infection. :(

slept barely 3hrs last nite. still gotta wake up early to wear wat wld be my most formal clothes to date. other then the dresses i wear to wedding dinners. but then again, those aren't formal, they're juz feminine. which i am so not.

my grp decided on an all-black theme. although i had bits of white n grey. but they r still more-or-less the "funeral" colours lah. hehe. but i tink we look v seh. n personally, i tink the presentation went quite ok. but most importantly, I'M THROUGH WIF IDEAS!

some colour combis n wat they appear to me:
blue-white: hospital uni
green-black: mr sbs uncle
white-black: the waiter
white-black plus bowtie: french waiter
black-black: car salesman
peach-black: insurance agent



white-white: pap.

haha. say for fun only lah.. coz i'm really bored n my hair needs to dry before i sleeping.

anyway, took lotsa pics too.. btw, my heels was hurting my feet n my feet was killing me. (14 plasters in 1 day, beat tt!!!)

rushed out ideas. i tink today was quite efficient. aft sch, supposed to hv the d&d meeting but rushed ideas then went raffles place for shopping.

spent $60 on a top n a skirt. supposed to be $80 but hv sale ma. lol. then shoes r the greatest headache. mommy then allowed me to spulrge on a pair or everbest.. awww...

its the first time i can actually buy clothes so fast. tt shows how desperate i was.. well, my first formal wear presentation. muz make it memorable ma. hehe.

wanted to blog earlier de. but ideas kept me up. its 1am?!?! omg... tata.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

I HATE STATS!

the make-up test was so freaking diff. tt i finally understood why they say nv attempt to miss a CA. wtf.

ppl were walking out mins aft getting the paper. even i left 30min before time-out. shit shit shit. the best i can get oso wun give me a pass. wth.

the formula list was crap. didn't noe how to relate it to the qn at all n the theory part asked "why do you study stats?" dotz. like who on earth read the intro to hv ans for tt. its freaking bullshit lah.

I HATE STATS. I HATE HATE STATS!

anyway, ting n cher popped by sp. we did the name sticker thingy. kinda still feel guilty for blowing $15 on stickers. but its cute ma. lol. aft finishing ideas proj, we went to bugis area for shopping. or rather, they shopped n i walked. aft tt, we stopped at tis cafe in bugis street for salad n soup.. yummy.

gotta go ideas now. ciao!

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

no contact lens for 3mths.

eyesight deproved by 200 degress in 6mth. everyone is unnerved. esp mommy. then joe - the specs guy - says my cornea seems v scratched. either by my inward turning eyelashes or tt nose surgery somehow worsen my eyesight. they cut blood vessels to remove clot ma. n its been ages since i went for an eye op already so side-effects shld not only happen now.

i was soo upset tt mommy got me new specs to compensate me having to go back to glasses. but mayb, i'll wear contacts occasionally still. shld not hurt much rite? *prays*

mommy say no one donates cornea.. so muz be really careful.. aww shucks, muz go rest my eyes.. not stats for tonight. bahx.

LOA APPROVED! so its stats for me tmr. jia you!!! woke up an hr late so was v late for mob. luckily i got out of the hse within 30min. tts a huge achievement already. i prob only bathe for 15min. mommy will be so proud. lol.

anyway, was late for mob. n mayb bcoz of tt, kenna do interview on pbl on top of the survey qns. bahx. but met alot of ppl during break today so was quite happy. n omg, john is frm biz sch!!! he looks so engineering pattern. hehe.

me: u look diff in long pants.
john: more handsome ar?
me: *pukes*
john: i fail u then u noe ar.

wat only. blackmail!! well, now tt tennis elect is over, i prob will meet him much lesser. n he wun hv the pleasure of torturing me every mon. whoopdeedoo! then on my way hm, tis tp guy stopped me to do survey. juz 5 qns, less than 10min n i get a $10 ntuc voucher!! chocolates here i come!!! tsk tsk. anyway, its a stats, stats, stats nite! i need the energy. *indignant look*

Monday, July 24, 2006

did not go for stats test n went for the tennis assesment instead. i got an loa anyway.. so no worries.. though, i muz still piah stats when the rest can start focussing on mob. haiz.

anyway, didn't regret not going for stats coz tennis was fun. everyone was great n i even talked to a few ppl whom i nv once exchanged wrds wif. n HE knows my name. finally! haha. not tt it'll make much of a diff. but yeah, one can always dream n await a miracle.. well basically, the test was spilt into theory (which i prob screwed up), serves, rally, forehand, backhand n volley.

basically, i did all ok except my supposedly better forehand. the practise went alright then for some reason, my racket contacted the ball wrongly when the actual drills started n sent balls flying everywhere but within the court boundary. =(

serves - 4/5
rally - 12/15 (wif mr tennis cutie!)
forehand - 5/15 (oh my goodness!)
backhand - 15/15
volleys - 15/15

overall, 78/100.. ok lah..

then went tamp to meet ting. had dinner, chat, shop n play hse of the dead. wat a waste of $2.. lol.

mommy's nagging as usual. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.




~ bye bye tennis elect. bye bye my tennis cutie.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

coz i promised carolyn, i headed down to marina bay for tis church activity thingy of hers.. nope, i did not change religion.. i merely accompanied a fren! well, jeremy n santoso were late. some gentlemen hor?? lol.

but we weren't in the same grp lah. i was wif carolyn n some of her frens whose name i can't rmbr. oops.

anyway, we played some games at the grassy patch of marina before starting the food hunting game. we were supposed to find food tt started wif the end of the previous food.

eg. chou tofu, furikake fan (rice), fan gao, ... liu lian (durians)...

first, we went to bugis - icon there.. to search for fermented beancurd. but we ended up in joo chia area.. n i ate the smelly tofu. its icky but alright.. an acquired taste ba. got all our food in the katong area.. only left them when they were headed towards the esplanade.

rushed to the changi airport doc coz its the nearest one tts still open on a sunday nite. aft 30min, i had my mc, alot of medication n mommy's wallet was lighter by $36.. well, i'm desperate for an loa ma.

Saturday, July 22, 2006

am i in your dream or are you in mine?


you filled my thoughts when i shld be studying. you filled my thoughts when i was eating. you even filled my thoughts when i was trying to forget you.

my life as a FARTBRAIN!


trix tinks its cool tt i've attended every form of tertiary institution.
central institute = millenia institute (MI)
junior college = meridian junior college (MJ)
polytechnic = s'pore polytechnic (SP)

yeap, but unfortunately, i beg to differ. its an experience alright. but it oso means tt i can't seem to stay grounded at any one place for any period of time. a floater like wat ms sue said. haiz... gosh, i'm running out of places to escape to... searching for my total recluse.. :(

nope, i will not wallow. i've maxed out on self-pity...



wallpaper, thy name is joy

slacked off 2hrs at bizIT yesterday before mob lect. its the 2nd last mob lect ever! yippee. hehe. anyway, felicia sms to postpone the interview.. all tt stress for nothing. =(

went down to the club for training n had cheesecake. ahh, the ultimate indulgence. saw how dominic - alisa's mixed-double partner - looked like n saw a grp of dhs teachers. at first, alisa in her sch uni, was trying to avoid them. then aft she found out they booked the courts nxt to the one we were training in, she gave up n decided to be nice, pushing the idea tt dunman high needed their own courts n a tennis cca. tt girl is seriously addicted!

played doubles wif alisa against kelly n bri, n i tink i fared pretty well. at least i managed to hold my own court. if tis keeps up, mayb i'll try for sch team nxt yr. haha. anyway, managed to convice mommy i need an mc for mon so can be eligible for an LOA for stats test.

she said, "i'll help u tis once. but note tt i absolutely do not condone tis sorta behavior." haiz, its not my fault tt tennis n stats clashed. anyway, aft mon, there'll be no more tennis elect. i shld be happy coz i've more time to concentrate on my bks n not mess up the nxt ca... yes, i muz tink positive thoughts.

today, i spent the whole morning n afternoon reading stats. i finished sp notes, tp notes n the txtbk. but i dun tink tt'll help coz "stats is a practise sub" as zest so aptly put it. no mood lah.. mayb tmr..

~ tennis tonight!!!

Friday, July 21, 2006

in the sch lib now. attempting to plan a presentation for the sci wrkshop thingy within the hr. how cld i actually forget to check my mail??? hv an interview later at 3.15.. pls pls dun let me make a fool of myself. bahx.

falling asleep le.. n there's tennis training later. stupid energy sapping exercise. poo poo. kidding only lah.

i'm alone coz i've decided to stick to my resolution of not skipping anymore lect. even if it means attending the zzzzz mob lect by myself. its gd training i guess. i'm not lonely, juz independent. muahahaha. i wish man.

anyway, the blogger in sch gives me the posting toolbar. so tt means its the hse com tts screwed up.

Thursday, July 20, 2006

was re-reading all my articles. yes, i noe i shld do stats.. afterall, stats is a practise sub. n since i decided on the make-up test, its prob gonna be a much harder paper. but who cares? i'll prob fail stats anyway. n zest says its nothing much, juz a change of nos. hehe. hopefully.

so anyway, i went to read my entries frm way back. n oct 28, 2005's was v heart-rendering. one day aft my 17th bdae. the day i decided to quit mj. the day the grown-ups chose my path. the day i left ppl i loved for supposedly 'greener pastures'.

the emotions, confusions n desperation i felt during tt period of advancement was voiced. though my lang isn't excellent, its a walk down memory lane. a reminder of wat i left behind to pursue wat i hv now. its wat i sacrifced to save whatever there was left of my future. the ppl i cared for in exchange for all tis.

i really miss u guys. n seeing mag today, made me miss the days where frens were frens for the sake of fun, joy n company. we couldn't offer alot. but we were still steadfast frens.. the world is a harsh n brutal place. n poly makes u grow up so v fast.

tues had pacc test.. not v confident.. juz hope i can do reasonably well. took back itab grades. i went "pls pls pls let me pass.." then viola, i got 50. bloody hell. i was so proud tt my lowest grade ever in sp is an 80. n now, i hv a sad, barely-there pass. n for someone who uses the com on a daily basis since she was 12, its kinda depressing!

on wed, went wif jess, anna n serkee to go sign up for the 28th spd. had lunch at fc 5. n saw my tennis cutie. he was in jeans for once. wif oversized shirt n oversized bag. awwww.. i knew i shld hv eaten in pizza hut. lol.

aft sch went for spec seminar. was the usher n got to eat catered food. so party atmosphere can. haha. some of the sec sch ppl were taller then me. so intimidating lor. haha. n carolyn got the picture of christopher!! the chairman of photography club. honestly, it was only bcoz he was walking around in front of me the whole time which kept me frm falling asleep. haha. i sound v boy crazy i guess. but tts soo not true. haha.

then when the mc told us to stand up n intro ourselves to the ppl around us, i almost took tiffany's advice n tok to him. (which i didn't due to sheer lack of guts.) but thanks to dear carolyn, i guess now the whole of spse noe i find him cute. wif all tt pulling n shuffling! but she got him to pose for a pic anyway. *blushes* haha.

aft the talk, we went to marina sq, carl's junior for dinner. big big burger. then played abit of arcade, chatted n came hm really late. luckily i had zest to accompany me for 9/10th the way. poor jessica. sayang sayang k.

today was another dissapointing day. went for yoga. forgot lock. realised i bloody hell, forgot my hp too. tts not all.. the econs paper came back. n before you all start saying "its an A lah, dun complain." i wanna complain ALOT. 2 ppl achieved perfection. 15 ppl got the much-acclaimed 'distinction'!!! n me? a pathetic lousy grade. n its not coz i nv study. its coz i made 3 mrks worth of careless mistakes (it'll become 6 mrks when upon 100%) which wld hv given me my dist by quite a margin! sorry, but i'm juz v disgusted wif myself. totally. i mean, i prob deserve tis sucky grades coz i dun do tutorial, i skip lect. while the rest were all conscientious, model students. haiz.. well, u win some, u lose some.

my performance resembles the law of diminishing returns hur? i better salvage myself before i fall to a negative return. no more skipping lect. no more missing tuts. even if i hv to sit alone, i'll persevere n attend. i muz at least try to stay awake during v dry n boring 'speeches'!! tis is a rude awakening. the serious joy is back.

then was feeling like crap aft getting tt major shock so wanted to get hm real quick. met shafiq in the mrt n we chatted abt the gd old damai ppl. which made me forget the attrocities of today for a while. but when he left, i was moody again. n guess wat, while waiting for the bus, i was sandwiched between a damaian n a meridian. oh, the ironies of life. met mag... so happy! but gd things dun last.

i forgot my keys. so was stuck outside the hse, w/o a hp n v hungry. feeling like the world's biggest sucker. izzit me or has today gone horribly wrong???

Monday, July 17, 2006

got these frm amelia's blog..

Chua Pei Jing Joy -- [adjective]: Extremely extreme! 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

	Chua Pei Jing Joy: Recipe for Love
	- 1/4 of a cup of cuteness
	- a pinch of wealth
	- a gallon of caring
Boil together and serve.
'What is your recipe for love?' at QuizGalaxy.com

oh shoot, i noe i shldn't be doing tis.. but pacc isn't v tempting.

my life is officially screwed. i shld hv known not to take up so much. its all crashing down on me NOW. thank u v much for ur lack of concern!!!

anyway, skipped stats lab today to go for sci wrkshop briefing wif shahirah, guowei n his fren. it was like a job interview can. but if successful, i can earn $10 an hr in tution fees. which wrks out to a min of $720 a mth.. juz for working on wkends. cool. imagine all the shopping i can do wif tt amt of money???

anyway, i blew it when i said "hi" to my tutor. which got her to realise i'm in sch afterall. shit shit shit. anyway, met jessica to sign up for the personal devt programme. going for nail art n make-up course. v cheap leh... only $57.75 n u get $90 worth of shisedo n sally hansen prods in return. whee~

had lunch wif tianhock's cls.. but mainly juz talked to jessica, tianhock, xueqin n wangjia. but it was a nice break for the monotone of usual company. no offence, i still love u guys. anyway, saw mr tennis cutie n he brought rackets! tt means, he'll be coming aft such a long absence! *gosh*

rushed for mob for which i was 10min late. thank god, david cheong say he wun mrk me late. hehe. aft econs lect, went lib to help anna n hany wif their mob for awhile before heading for tennis.

talked to xinyu the whole way there n realised how much i miss my damaian frens. (anyway, u promised me sushi hor!) cls today was quite fun. met tis new gal frm thurs cls. partnered john in doubles against eric n xin hui. we won 7-2. haha.. but it wasn't an adv k.. although john is the captain for the sch's tennis team, he played wif his LEFT hand.. so boo-yeah! hehe.

i played much better today. every hit had a resounding twang.. was i eager to impress?? haha. anyway, he no kick liao lah.. absent so long till i fogot how it was like to look forward to each mon cls. n he basically dao eveyone anyway. whatever lor.

i guess today is the meeting of ppl i tot hv exited my life forever. first, was mr tennis guy. second was chee wee. yep, my clsmate of 4yrs. actually, i noe he's working at tt bubble tea shop. but he sorta caught me suprise when he waved. haha. thirdly was tt cute mj, odac guy. the one earth promised to get me a v-day date but forgot all abt it! *sulks* haha.

anyway, speaking of things crashing down on my already sad life is the following. tennis n stats test fall on the same day, same time, nxt mon. fuk, fuk, fuk!!! its either, i risk a tougher paper n take the stats make-up or waste 8 sessions of training n not get my 4 cca pts! oh bother!

then tmr is freaking pacc. n i haven touched the notes at all! zilch! i guess tonight will be a long long nite. n i hafta call spse members too.. oh man.

note to self: mr softee ice-cream for dinner is not considered a diet. even if its honeydew flavour. joy ar joy..

Sunday, July 16, 2006

i realise tt i'm getting v emo lately. to prevent unneccessary outbursts n getting to a hell lot of shit, i shall go back to writing with traditional pen n paper.

mayb if i like bitching to my nice, new bk too much, i'll end tis whole online fiasco. but if i'm ok wif handling both, only safe articles will be published here until my handwriting gets to much to bear.

till then, tata.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

went cher's hse to celebrate bee bee's sweet 18! cher cooked us a 3-course italian meal. salmon steak or chicken chop wif minestrone soup, home-made garlic bread n mushroom wif chicken salad. hospitality n tourism mgmt really agrees wif her. she's really proud abt her wrk.

i dun like dogs n although 'sundae' is really adorable, she's only endearing when she isn't chasing me around the hse or sticking her tongue out. of course, provided she keeps her shit in too. lalala.

watched the perfect man, charlie n the choc factory before leaving to join my folks at centrept.

happy 11th bdae bri. hope u like the cds.
happy 18th bdae bee. hope u like the clothes.


hist is repeating itself. u can all go screw urself! i dun care anymore..
song of the nite: someone's watching over you

thank u ting. i love u. =)

Thursday, July 13, 2006

mayb, going to jc isn't tt a waste of time afterall. nxt yr, sp is pioneering a wealth mgmt specialist diploma for yr 2s. if i had not gone to a jc, i wld hv missed tis wonderful opportunity to grad wif 2 diplomas in 3yrs!

i noe only 4 dbf students will get selected (according to the email) n it will be additional expense on mommy. but i want...

i will study hard de. *prays it'll be implemented!* n *pray i get chosen.*

n i bought a journel le. opted for the family themed one instead of the glittery vespa. coz i need to be reminded of my priorities as i promised myself. family above all!!! n the familt themed bk is cute too. 4kids - juz like us - n sliver pages!

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

ec written test. it went pretty well although i finished it one of the last, i'm pretty satisfied. i hope it wun be a false hope.. like econs coz i honestly tot it was diff. n the cls actually tink the qns were easy. haiz.. btw, i found the true meaning of 'gazebos' already. its not a sorta deer as i tot it was. its in fact, a freestanding, roofed, usually open-sided structure providing a shady resting place. i'm screwed!

poly 50's turn out was gd. but everyone looked so pro tt we sorta looked out of place. esp me in long-sleeve. i muz be so totally insane. luckily checkpt 1 was pretty shaddy. the race is 50 rounds around a designated route. 10 members in each team wif girls having to run the 1st, 11th, 21st, 31st, 41st n last round.

of course, the sports cca ppl were looking fit n rather glam in their matching, branded sports attire. i didn't run but i guess it was pretty tough coz even guys came back n puked out their lunch or juz water. saw ppl groaning in muscle aches n one guy had a pretty bad muscle cramp tt he had to be taken away in an ambulance. omg.

mainly, my job was to look out for our team members (33 n 34) who require replacements, fill water bottles, pass towels n guard valuables. so impt ba. haha. saw ivan n kelvin run. so serious sia.. i bet they had great positions!

btw, when i visited checkpt 2, i noticed xueqin they all were sitted nxt to the tennis guys n my tennis cutie was running! i saw him juz finish his lap. awww.. i tink he recognised me coz he nodded.. haiz.. why shld i care anyway, he haven been coming for elect anyway. juz like yeaung n her frens.. but w/o them, i mixed wif carol n frens so i kinda got to noe more ppl in the process. btw, at checkpt 1, we were nxt to spassions n the basketballers. boy, did they stink although, they looked sorta gd! the spassion ppl hv sizes on their pants (some forgot to remove the stickers) so we were going. "tt butt is size M.. n tts an XL. a guy who wears S?!?!?" n the photography chairman was there too. cute cute cute.

aft tt, we went back to the spse club hse to slack n freshen up before heading to jurong entertainment centre for dinner.

jessica, carolyn, huixian, guiyi, tian hock n i squeezed into gerald's van n had famous amos cookies! yum. while sengwang, jeremy, jacky, richard n santoso took the mrt. its the first time i sat cramped up in a claustrophobic-inducing back seat. well, at least i had a chair.

the mrt ppl reached early coz gerald kept going rounds n parking was a truly terrifying experience. lolx. played a little arcade n carolyn is so sweet. juz coz i said the sleeping tigger was cute, the dear girl tried 4 times to kiap tt toy for me. when all attempts failed, she went to turn me a cute pooh hp keyring. i love u to bits! *muacks* hehe.

btw, i met 2 really cool ppl. candy n joy. yeah, joy as in my name-twin. so cool can. n candy frm dba is a really sweet girl who reminds me so much of my darling earthee.. hairstyle, mannerisms, sporty attitude, built, height n even dressing!

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

i had a really awful dream last nite. there was an accident n my whole family disappeared leaving me all alone. me, always so dependent, always so naive, always so clingy, was left to my own resources. it was horrible horrible.

tt seriously woke me up. my pillow was all wet n my eyes were puffy. i guess i'm a whiner even in my dreams. it was tis wake-up call tt made me realise how much i'm neglecting tis family of mine.

the only time i speak to my siblings is to ask them to run errands. i only tok to mommy when i need money. n i only communicate wif daddy when i need a lift hm aft a nite in town. actually, i dun even tok to him when i need a lift. mostly is he call n offer or i msg mommy saying, "can get dad to pick me?"

so i tink i'm the epitome of rudeness. i wan my father to fetch but yet nv contact him directly. i didn't noe alisa lost her tennis racket. she's juz 2 mths away frm the biggest match of her tennis career n prob dun hv enough time to get used to a new racket. n brian quit tao nan's atheletic team to join the bball squad. trix flunked her mid-yrs n is feeling horrible. wat sorta big sis am i? all tis happened ages ago n i only juz found out. i couldn't offer help, i couldn't offer advice.

tis shows how insignificant my family is to me. but all tis will change. frm today onwards, i'll be the perfect daughter. the nice da jie. the joy tt they tot they lost when i entered poly. i promise.

yesterday, went to sch at 7.30am when cls start at 10am.. tot i cld do stats tut. n i realised i didn't bring calculator. wth. as the sun rose, i was getting desperate. econs ca2 aft sch ma. msg everyone i cld tink of. THANK YOU TIAN HOCK!

managed to pass up tutorial thanks to serkee who provided ans. skipped econs lect to go cls block to borrow calculator. the place damn classy can. all glass n ppl wear white lab coats. look v high-class but sorta cold. barely see ppl walking around. whooo~

forgot to bring lanyard n the paper had error. (almost our whole cls was missing 2 pages..) luqman remarked tt it was 'class-ist' coz dbf 24 had no prob. lol. the test was alright. but its kinda unnerving now coz everybody had diff ans. hmmm...

met ting n cher aft sch for dinner at ajisen. something happened n things ended on a sour note. shall not elaborate.

today an equally horrid day. went to wrk wif mommy in the morn. i need to really get attached to raffles place n wat it represents - financial hub of s'pore - or i'll feel like giving up tis crap of a course. wtf. i hate it.

the mrt announcement was so wrong. it announced tt the nxt train headed to dover was in 3 min. but in tt 3 min, 4 trains came n went. within seconds of each other. but coz i'm so freaking early, i went out for breakfast. haha.

today, i skipped pacc lect due to circumstances n met ting at tamp. ate at the food junction n came hm lor. zzzzz.

dear god, pls let my uncle recover fully n get discharged soon. he's still so young.

7-eleven



i love mike he n rainie yang.. so was tubing n found tis. hehe. if it was aired in s'pore, i wld hv gone there n bought a slurpie immediately. come to tink of it, i always buy slurpies.. with or w/o the advert. heez.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

went bedok mac at 8.30 to study. so proud of myself! met mz n studied econs. actually, i juz read through... hope tmr's qns will be manageable. which stupid idiot can leave hm w/o her wallet? well, i'm the perfect example. blur sotong!

went lib for awhile then dinner at eastpt. saw wai kiat. as cute as usual.. juz rmbr a few mths ago he, yong kang n my bro wld irritate me on a daily basis. then when they wan something out of u, they'll put on a saccharine sweet voice n go "joy jie jie".. wif their hands out-stretched n faces in big grins.

they'll grow up to be cute heart-breakers. honestly. kinda miss them now. the hse is v quiet w/o lil pri 5 boys screaming n running around. mayb bri shld start studying harder so mommy wun ban frens frm visiting!

speaking of little boys, i'm tinking of starting maple again. oops. anyway, kang kang n kiat kiat always give me free stuff n loads of mesos... (coz i'm their gd fren's da jie n not coz i'm a bully k.) so it wun be diff to start frm where i left off. haha.

Men often believe you're flirting with them even when you're not. Here, Mark Mason explains the ten ways you can unknowingly send out the wrong signal

1. Putting one more kiss at the end of an email than he did. Women are naturally friendly - if flirting is a mountain, they're always walking in the lower foothills. But men want to get to the peak as soon as possible. Your extra 'x' was done without thinking. He assumes you're starting an auction of kisses that will end up with the two of you in bed.

2. Saying you like his shirt. The average man doesn't notice clothes - if you notice his, he'll think it's because you want to see them on your bedroom floor.

3. Asking questions about his girlfriend. You're just being nosy about his love life. He thinks you want a walk-on part in it.

4. Talking about your own relationship problems. You find it easy to discuss these things. Men don't, so he'll imagine that you're auditioning replacements for your boyfriend.

5. Approaching him at a party. Men see starting a conversation as the first stage of seduction. They can't understand why you'd do it just to be friendly.

6. Touching his arm as you talk. Women are more tactile than men - they forget that testosterone can be brought to the boil by the merest brush of a female hand.

7. Teasing him. You're doing it simply because you can, and it amuses you. He sees it as an early phase of the mating ritual.

8. Ignoring a call on your mobile when you're with him. You hit 'divert' because it's your boss and you don't want to talk to her - but the man's ego tells him you're captivated by his witty conversation.

9. Re-applying your make-up. A fresh coat of lip-gloss makes you feel good about yourself. He thinks it's being done to attract him.

10. Dancing with him. It's an Abba record - you'd dance with the nearest hat-stand - but your partner in boogie assumes that you want his body.

Of course, all these are things you might do if you are really flirting. But even if you're not, don't worry too much - wouldn't life be boring if you couldn't laugh at men?


the men juz dun get it.. how all-assuming!!!

Saturday, July 08, 2006

slept 12hrs last nite. shiok! of course, i got into a whole lot of trouble for wasting the morn away. not doing hsewrk, not studying, yadda yadda. at least i had my sleep lor. so shaddup!

n i decided to be funny n tried to acces mjc's wizlearn n my acc still exists! omg. tt means, i can get notes for lit, hist, n best of all, ECONOMICS! notes, lect slides n audio files!! i can hv them all! whoopdeedoo!!! juz in time for mon's test too. coz sp's notes really cannot make it ar. no offence but i'm studying elasticity now.. n mj's one may be considered spoon-feeding but they spell things out in such easy n simple terms tt makes 'digestion' all the easier... i love them. n to tink i used to hate them to the core. life wrks in funny ways..

tata for now..

btw, go read st's stomp blog.. its gd for gp students in jc n mayb ec students in poly... esp the star pages..
http://starblog.stomp.com.sg/

n blogger is not giving me a toolbar!!!

Friday, July 07, 2006

was a gd girl who didn't skip mob lect today. haha. but i better start paying attn in pacc... i hv gone 4 wks w/o doing tutorials.. so much for a perfect track record yeah? the CA2s r starting come mon. i will study. i solemnly swear. heck, mayb i shld get bee bee to study wif me again.

as a reward for myself, i'll buy myself an ipod nano if i personally believed i tried my best. dun worry, i wun cheat. if i feel for some reason i've let myself down, i'll juz hafta perform some magic to make my creative zen micro wrk again! stupid creative! n its lousy products!

had tennis training then went jalan besar for dinner. parked outside the stadium.
quote trix: "arggh, tt fateful soccer match!"
tt was the A-divisions final. mj vs vj.. the last time i met up wif my mj peeps. i miss u guys loads n loads. i noe ur r all mugging hard for the As. or rather, i hope ur r all mugging hard for the As. when tis nightmare is over, lets go for dinner k??

then like a bunch of boliao ppl, we went back to the club to watch the last episode of "CID 2".. the club is screening the world cup championships live at the plaza. (mon, 2am) i can tell daddy's interested although he acted all aloof. males will be males. except when the beer-drinking starts. then they'll all turn into animals. oops. hehe.

anyway, i'm having breakouts. muz be all the late nites. n facial seems to hv made them worse! muz be all those stupid smelling soap! mommy bought me a new brand of mask to try. its those stick-on sort.. hmmm, i shld go use it now... i can't wait to look like qiqi.. now, who said commercials dun wrk? it sure wrks on mommy.

not tt i'm complaining of course! lalalala..

i am daddy's little girl n mommy's little princess. forever n ever. i love u both!

Thursday, July 06, 2006

ok, i shall give myself a little break here before comtemplating on re-doing stats for the 5th time! the horror! the nice ppl in the stats department decided to extend the quiz period so ppl wif appalling results like mine hv a chance to salvage the situation.. my second chance went as follows, 55% (decline frm my 60!), 65% (slightly better), 85% (finally!) but mayb, juz mayb, there's a chance of 100%??

stats hater, joy, actually has big-dreams for tis chore of a sub. wat an irony!

anyway, went for breakfast wif mommy at raffles place tis morn. mingled wif the raffles place crowd. the crowd i wanna be part of in a couple of yrs! then went yoga! haha... i wanna lose weight so mommy will get me a whole new wardrobe of clothes juz like she promised. jia you!

then go sch n realised stupid me nv bring tutorials. tutorials which i did! so called hm n dear alisa read me my ans.. thank u darling!

anyway, i saw tis really nice notebk at precious thots. it had a red vespa on it wif sliver pages n some glitter... it sounds princessy but it actually looks rugged. wanted to buy it for trix who is sooo into vespas now but i kinda like it for myself too.. mayb its time i had a diary. a proper one. mommy will be soo pleased. she sorta dun like me to blog. "u expose ur inner most secrets to all the pervs n psycopaths floating around cyberspace!!" mayb tt nice journal is worth curbing myself up here..

well, who knows, tis blog did bring me a whole load of trouble once. but knowing me, i dun stick well wif diaries.. i hv loads of half-written ones - all in nice bks too! - locked up somewhere.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

i hate the beginning of the mth. its when my bank balance hv an obscene amt of money.. ok, mayb not tt much.. but enough for me to splurge w/o control.. i guess i'll only start regretting on the last wk of the mth where i hv to scrimp n save so as not to go hungry.. i nv learn..

another reason why i hate the start of each mth is tt the dreaded time of the mth arrives. it makes me more impulsive then usual.. which speaks alot since i already dun practise self-control on a regular basis. be it shopping or eating.

anyway, kinda happy wif my purchases today. more strawberry-like merchandise (hey, trix hv her doughnut so i hv my strawberry. besides, strawberries r a far healthier munchy!) i oso got more nail stickers. kawaii neh!

aft tt went haach for facial n the slimming thingy. the slimming thingy was fun. but the facial was 1 wrd - ouch. its been 3 mths since i went n my pores were apparently v clogged. but tt doesn't justify the massive force she used. i swear, those innocent-looking, nice-smelling equipment r actually weapons of mass destruction in disguise. so much for nice spa music n comfy beds!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

yesterday was youth day n being deprieved poly students tt we are, we still hv sch. if tt wasn't enough, we had to go straight hm aft sch to study for today's itab ica. truth to be told, i didn't study.. at least i didn't practise.. i fully intended to, but msn kept me busy till 2am. which is obviously orh orh time already.

today was a v wasted day as well.. went to sch only for 1hr 45min for ica test. which i screwed up anyway.. i was even desperate enough u use the F1 function for help.. not tt it was much of a help anyway. shhhh.. n no way was i going to wait 2hr 15min for 1hr of lousy pacc. hehe.

took the mrt wif guoquan n he was v fun to talk to.. alighted at cityhall. supposed to go orchard but decided to go eat gelare at citylink mall instead. half-price tuesday ma. so sad case can? eat by myself.. luckily i hv my hp n story bk to occupy time. went shopping n bought tis really cute moisturiser.. its called UDDER CREAM. yep.. its milk based lah.. so dun read too much into it. MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

finished reading "i'm watching you" and "stealing princes: the calypso chronicles" le.. so nice.. its been ages since i read for fun already. mayb poly shld hv those silent-reading periods too.

"i'm watching you" is a murder suspense bk tt trix borrowed. not my typical sorta bk coz the plot requires me to tink. haha. but the overall twist was gd n i found myself hooked.. gruesome murders but unexpected ending. sweet.

"stealing princes" by tyne o'connell is more of my usual read. those bimbotic stuff i like so much. n liking bimbotic stuff doesn't make me a bimbo coz i do hv brains. hehe. tis is the 2nd bk of the series. i'll soo go look for the other bits of it.. juz like the princess diaries! well, the short summary...

... welcome to the madly privileged, exclusive world of the English all-girls boarding school. where daddy's plastic talks and mummy's connections say as much about you as the whos-who list of texts you're receiving on your mobile phone. the Saint Augustine uniform might be vile. but the girls are stunning and their brothers and boyfriends are either titled, famous or both...

... a hilarious expose of what its like to be ordinary in a world where extrodinary is the norm...

haha.. nice ba? modern-day cinderella. n coz i'm a spoiler, i shall 'accidently' blurt out the ending. calypso, the average, ordinary, american teenager will hv prince charming falling heads-over-heels in love wif her. literally.. he's the sole heir to the british throne. rich, handsome, atheletic n charming.. fit as the cast often describe eligible guys to be. n she'll noe who her true frens really are.. not Honey O'Hare (the botox queen, fur-lover n sabotage It-Bitch) but rather, sweet n demure, Lady Portia Herrington Briggs, rich rock-star wannabe (Star), Honey's ex-best friend the ultra-rich daddy's girl who's cute n innocent to boot (Georgina)! super-model, actual princess of nigeria (Indie) wahahaha. i wanna be a social butterfly too!

Monday, July 03, 2006

coz u dedicated an entry to me, a v long one to boot, i'll return tis..

when u tot u found the perfect somebody, he wun be tt perfect somebody. bcoz nobody is perfect. so if u deem him perfect, u better pinch urself n come back to reality. nothing is perfect. esp not guys. the only reason why u can love wholeheartedly is not coz he's perfect but coz u hv come to acknowledge, accept, embrace n even love his flaws...

i hv only felt tis way once in my 18 yrs of living. nothing he said could make me hate him. i get upset n hate myself. but he gets away wif it all. ting say i hv a new crush everyday. mayb its true. but crushes are nothing. so live ur life as u want it. ur only 18.. not the rite time to tie urself down to any one guy at tis pt in time. girlfriends forever! i'll prob get slaughtered n blacklisted by all eligible males for tis.. haha.

i love wkends.. coz mommy will bring me out to eat, drink n be merry. lol.. went wakaru (katong branch) for dinner then went haagen dazs for dessert. hehe. me n alisa custom-made our ice-cream. brian ordered a ready-made sundae. n mommy, daddy plus trix shared the choc fondue. the fondue v nice can. the tiny scoops of v frozen ice-cream looked so much like fishballs. hehe.

went for jap buffet on sunday. sashimi galore!!! then mommy's broker sent over 4 boxes of durians. my fav! ate until sian then went for supper. haha. was full but ate for the sake of eating.. its hor fun leh.. how to resist? n i wonder why i'm fat. awww shucks.

we dropped eggs during mob today. ours didn't break. yippee! 4 grps n only 2 eggs survived.. it was v suprising actually coz during the trial, both our eggs broke.. so it was really luck i guess.

had tennis elect aft tt.. john wasn't so pleasant today. kept making fun of my serves even though they were nice.. "i juz dun like u ma." wth. speak as if i like him like tt. diao. then say "u no sportsmanship sia." hello, i'm not even a MAN lah.. heeee. n my cute guy didn't turn up again. but i wasn't as affected as i tot i wld be... i'm making new frens so tt kept my mood off him. either tt or i'm losing interest. wat can i say? there r many fish in the ocean, many pebbles along the beach n many trees in the forest. so who cares abt one little one??? spent lots of time wif carol n eric n slightly more time wif joshua n xin hui.. i tink tts her name ba. haha.

went down to the club aft tt to play wif my sibs. n tt made me break out in sweat. which was gd.. i wanna lose weight then i can buy nice tennis skirts like alisa.. mommy say if she wins 1 more trophy, she'll get a new racket. not fair.. i oso wan!!!

had dinner at 9.30pm. tried out the club's new menu! yeah, i noe tts v unhealthy to eat so late at nite. but there's itab ica tmr n i intend to mug my ass off tonight..

tootles!