Thursday, June 01, 2006

for once, i did fabulously well in econs. all the east-siders aced it too. haiz, its been 2wks since i came to sch or went for breakfast wif them already... no more east-side. wrong. they r still the east-siders n i'm juz me.. mayb its gd tt i'm shifting to tanah merah soon or the nostalgia is gonna overwhelm me someday.

today, when mr goh announced tt i top, someone (i dun wanna name names) said "standard one".. mayb its meant to be a compliment. but somehow, i wasn't happy. back in damai, i used to be so v elated when ppl presume i top english.. its juz tt i dun wan ppl to acknowledge my existence juz only bcoz i perform above expectations. hell, i wanna turn back time to when all was sweet n rosy. but i'm not gonna complain bcoz i love my current clique to bits.

i'm doing pretty well in my academics. so much so tt it is becoming unnerving. its so like The One above to settle me into a comfort zone n then cruelly n suddenly yank me out of it. its been like tt all my life. life sucks.

the only gd thing tt has come out of all tis distinctions is praise frm The Mother. its been rare or practically impossible to hear the wrd "awesome" ever since i enrolled in a jc. n today, she was actually bragging abt me to her frens. tis world is so v practical.

dun worry, pacc tmr is so screwed. i juz realised i forgot how to post trial balance entries. n suspense acc is a big blur. bye bye distinction. mayb even bye bye A. =(