Monday, May 22, 2006

i used to tink tt poly was a happy, vibrant n colourful place.
it wasn't until today tt i realised it had an unpleasant side too.
apart frm the stress of sch wrk, ppl here r juz diff to perceive.

there r nice ones. but some r juz super unpredictable.
at least in jc, everything is clear-cut.

u dun hide ur dislike n everything is trashed out.
like mature 18 yr olds.
mayb its my age, but i've come to realise i dun fit in.
n tts a sad sad thing.

for once, i actually fear tmr's sch.
for once, i wonder wat if i had not come to sp.
wat if i had gone to tp like all my well-meaning frens suggested.
wld i be so confused? wld i be so lost?
fuck.

i can't wait to meet ting tmr.
thank u ting, for being here when i needed u.
i kinda wish i was in nyp.
safe, coz i noe she's there.