Monday, December 19, 2005

today marks the 2nd day of my exercise regime!! woke up at 5.30 am, had breakfast wif mommy n daddy. ran 3 rounds n walked 2 around my condo compound! yesterday did 30min of gym bicycle [up-slope leh] n 2 rounds. feel so energized now. mayb so do gym later again. healthy lifestyle. yeah. i wanna look great during cny n make *ahem* regret!!!!!!!!!!!!

finished bri's study timetable n alisa's giving him math tuition now. so cute. i bet i'll lose my temper at him. no wonder mommy dun wanna offer tis job to me. both my sis get paid $15 an hr to teach him his pri 5 stuff according to my timetable.

last nite intended to slp at 9.30 pm so hv energy to continue wif my 'look great, keep fit' programme but kept tossing n turning till 12 plus. bahx. then hv nightmare so woke up so damn early. its suprising tt i can rmbr the rough details of tt horrible dream n i woke up crying. gosh.

ok, dun laugh but here's the dream. there's me, my best fren (sim), my childhood sweetheart (john) n her darling (i forgot his name) n my parents. tis is soo random coz i dun hv a best fren called sim n my childhood sweetheart is certainly not tis john guy. but i dunno why these names juz flowed. well, we were at a pub then met tis gal, olivia. she's dropdead gorgeous but homeless so i brought her hm. it happens the four of us planned to go somewhere the nxt day (forgot where le) n the guys invited her. so they all slept over at my hse. guys 1 rm, gals 1rm, parents another rm. i'm v jealous coz the guys seemed smitten by her beauty so meanie me woke sim up in the middle of the nite to plot to leave her behind. little did i noe she heard. she went crazy n wanted to kill us. i ran into my parents rm, etc. there were the screams n sinister voices (honest. i heard every blood-chilling shriek in my dream!) then there was silence. i went out n sim was lying gasping for breath in a pool of blood. then i screamed n screamed n screamed. shit. i smelled gasoline. olivia was standing at the doorway wif tt psycopath face. super white. strangely like tt crazy, obsessed guy i saw on tv a couple of weeks ago. (it was meant to be a comedy sorta thriller but he made a v scary murderer alright!) she was gonna blow up the whole hse. i ran n fell (btw, i woke up on the floor) then somehow i woke up crying.. horrible horrible. there was blood n gore.

n i nv even watch any horror of ghost shows before!!! in fact, i absolutely hate them. the last time i accidently watched one abt supernatural beings (a fortune teller sorta movie) was in lower pri - i still can rmbr the echo of the clanking bells!!