Friday, November 04, 2005

today, nv go for op dry-run as i had a doc appt in e morn. reached sgh at 9.30 am for my mri scan of my nose. gosh, i now noe why docs earn so much. for juz tt scan, mommy paid $948. tis was excluding my first scan, my first op, my medicine n my coming second op. no wonder doctors live in 3-story bungalows n drive big cars.

waited for so long. wasted my whole morn. undergo painful injections n faced both psycological n physical trauma. one may assume tt having had so many operations so far (i had 5 ops done on my eyes) i wld be immune to all tis 'fear' but i'm not. even mommy said i was shivering n my palms were cold after the needle penetrated my skin. n the stupid nurse still said i hv no visible veins aft i spend so many hrs on hsewrk. =( *sulks* at least she nv poke wrongly..

went into tis strange machine, like capsule like tt. i imagine myself to be an astronaut. it was so realistic. i mean, small confined space (thank god i'm not claustrophobic), vibrating bed, funny noises, helmet-like head-rest. i was ready for take-off literally. haha. but it was kinda boring aft a while n i started dreaming of edison, rain, joshua n of course my eyecandy frm mj. muahaha. =P

now, alone at hm wif a whole stack of laundry to fold n iron. my life is tough. =(