Wednesday, November 23, 2005

i'm bored. n everyone's too busy wif their own lives to care a hoot whether i live or die.

christmas is coming. how to face the world wif my face like tt? somemore, in a couple of wks going off to some swanky hotel to stay the nite to celebrate trix's bdae n maybe having a usual christmas dinner gathering at our place or my aunt's place. hopefully its at my aunt's place so if i look awful, i can simply dun go. if its at my own hse, i guess i'll juz hv to spend the nite hiding in the bomb shelter wif my red date porridge n shadow for company while the lucky ppl feast on turkey n honey-baked ham outside.

live is not fair. it has nv been n nv will. only now, its not fair to me.
=(