Wednesday, November 30, 2005

i've heard so much worth celebrating abt tis few days.. frens around me hv found the loves of their lives, developed in the working field, achieved acadaemic progess, etc. congrats. thanks for updating me abt ur lives. =)

apologies for the many times ur called n i seemed disinterested or whiny... so sorry. i didn't mean it.

love ya guys. all the best!!

hmm. i tink maple is a v addictive game. no wonder my bro can break house rules, lie to my mom, willingly let himself be grounded n scolded juz so he can play.. =P

i dun wanna say i at wat lvl or hv how much mesos coz its v little. but given the hrs i hv nothing better to do but play, i may juz get better. haha. my sis say i'm rising lvls faster than her. tts coz so many ppl play for me i guess.

alisa juz comeback frm kusu island so wanna blog now. so i can't play maple [none of the other coms got download] yesterday, mommy say my wound is healing v nicely. great. lets hope it stays tis way.

i really need to get out n move around or i'll hv a severe case of water retention n look so bloated. someone frm 'team s'pore' commented tt jogging in long pants help shed kilos faster. green tea [not the pokka sort] oso wrks!! swimming oso makes u taller [i wonder why..] hmm, muz skip oso before i become stagnant at tis height forever. argh. i wanna be 1.61 or mayb 1.63...

Monday, November 28, 2005

alisa's at wushu camp. trix's gone to celebrate her fren's bdae. brian's at wushu sch team training. mommy's wrking. daddy's wrking. santi's cooking... everybody's doing somethinf constructive... unlike me juz rotting away.

read newspaper tis morn n read tis review of HP the movie. the writer likens the yule ball to a promotion of racial harmony wif the patil twins in saris n cho chang in a cheongsum. haha. so true. to tink i missed noticing tt..

i can't wait to put up the xmas tree!! we hv new decos tis yr. all gold, glitter n ribbons. awesome. now all we need is equally great presents underneath!! *hint*

yep, u guessed it. i'm bored bored bored. there's nothing to do. all my frens seem to hv disappeared.. so its quiz time!! [skip it if u wan]

wat sorta ipod r u?
Ipod Nano
u r a person who is both caring and fun. u like nothing more than to relax with some friends. u are sensitive and understanding but are often hurt easily by what someone says.

wat lies beneath ur smile?
nothing lies beneth ur smile! u r happy and supportive GREAT JOB!

which hogwarts house will u be put in?


you belong in gryffindor! you are honest loyal, brave and true. not that but u're pretty smart too! u're in this house along with the weasleys, harry, neville, lavender brown, oliver wood, lee jordan and hermione. ur house was founded by godric gyffindor, and ur colors are gold and red.....wear them proudly. [tis is despite i chose tt i wld rather be draco malfoy - queer]

wat type of gal r u?
normal... tts always gd.. [*grins*]

wat is the mystical land of ur birth?
The Land of Sunshine and Joy
u r a singing child in the land of sunshine and joy. u indulge in soft and sweet things. sad things tend to bounce off of you and you return to you normal bouncy self. u are a fun and carefree individual. u do not let the little burdens in life get you down.

insanity test
u're crazy! YAY! now, if the world had more people like you, we'd be cultivating chocolate and the ozone would be a thing of the past. [speaking of chocs, i'm hungry..]

how well do u get along wif ur family?
u trust ur friends more than ur family. u only go home to eat and sleep the rest of ur time is spent with friends [erm, i dun tink so. i love my family loads n wif my curfew, i'm always at hm!!]

bcoz maple is down for maintenance AGAIN [36hrs tis time], i decided to go play neopets since its been a yr sine i logged-in so wanna see how much had changed. nothing much change but i tink i'm seriously out-growing it. like got no thrill in playing games n re-stocking my shop le. =(

realised i've been keeping alot of junk stuff but no mood to get rid of them. bahx. last time i was super addicted but now like no effect. can die of boredom ar. besides dec is coming... can take stuff frm the advent soon. hehe. kiasu hor. =P

anyway, anybody wanna buy my acc? its prob illegal but i worked so hard to accumulate all i hv kinda sad to juz let it all rot. i've 900k++ in neopoints, a size 35 shop, tons of avatars [can hv more but i lazy to go take.. mayb tmr], the entire secret lab map... not v much but not exactly poor either.

hmm. but mayb i'll juz still keep it so i can go bum around when i've nothing better to do again, like today.

I'll never be the girl who stands nice and tall and looks pretty
I'll never be the girl who can survive in the big city

I'll never be the girl with a perfect manicure
And I'll never be the girl who wears pink, that's for sure

I'll never be the girl that everyone knows
I'll never be the girl who smiles and laughs to put on a show

I'll never be the girl who is surrounded by the jocks
I'll never be the girl who has the pretty bleach blonde locks

I'll never be the girl that you'll see in magazines
I'll never be the girl who's at every party scene

I'll never be the girl who talks on the phone and hangs at the mall
I'll never be the girl who to walk on heels and never falls

I'll never be the girl to paint a smile upon my face
I'll never be the girl with the style and the grace

I'll never be the girl who everyone wants to be around
I'll never be the girl that all the men will hound

I'll never be the girl that he points to and says,'That's her'
I'll never be the girl who wears all that real, rich fur

I'll never be the girl with the perfect social life
I'll never be the girl that will make the perfect wife

BUT.........

I will always be the girl that will stand my ground
I'll always be the girl that certain people hang around

I'll always be the girl that can have my own style
I'll always be the girl who knows not to fake a smile

I'll always be the girl with the broken, screwed up life
I'll always be the girl you should not trust with a knife

I'll always be the girl who wishes I was as beautiful as her
I'll always be the girl cares about certain things
I'll always be the girl with the uncontrollable mood swings

I'll always be the girl who has confusion in her head
But there's one thing that I am NOT and that thing is DEAD

will u accept me for who i am?? or will u reject me for wat i represent?

Sunday, November 27, 2005

i'm prob the slowest person to catch harry potter at the cinema. went only yesterday n it was kinda not all its hyped- up to be. =( there was nothing during the quidditch world cup only some 'krum' idolisation - he is cuter than i expected him to be!! tom felton is oso cute not forgetting cedric diggory. lolx. but harry, ron n the twins cld use a hair-cut! ludo bagman, dobby n winky did not even appear. i expected lord voldemort to be uglier n not juz simply w/o a nose. the maze was also pathetic wif no scary monsters or weird creatures whatsoever. the plot was slightly different. haiz. i expected loads more... if the bk was too long to fit into one screening, why dun they hv two parts?? i wld rather pay more than miss all the juicy highlights.

anyway, sorry mengzi for rejecting ur offer to stop by today. it was really crowded here wif first my grandpa coming alone coz he fought wif my grandma. shortly aft he returned hm, they came again as a family wif cousins n all around dinner. mommy is at her boss's sliver wedding anniversary (25 yrs) - still so loving hor. not forgetting rich! he got a son 16yrs old so is trix age. hehe. well, he's quite a gd looker (eligible..) n caught her eye when we went batam for amex company function a yr ago. =P

speaking of trixe, she put braces. not tt she needs them but she say she hv 'buck-tooth'... i dun tink its serious if it can be removed in a yr, it doesn't hurt n its only the top row. waste of $$. anyway, the dear gal is so excited at having green n red linings on her teeth for christmas..

oso, i juz watched "the mask of zorro"... quite fascinating. kept me on my toes. =)

how old r u at heart?
5. u r really immature and very hyper. u r sheltered from the outside world and think everything is fine and dandy. get a clue girl, the moon ain't made up of cheese and people aren't all nice. [i tink i'm at least 10. *insulted*]

wat is ur dream guy like?
SHY. he might be shy but he's like you. he understands what it feels like with first love or just started dating.
eyes: some intense color
hair: something handsome or perhaps red
relationship: small at first but mighty strong!
breakup: most likely after years or he moved away or stopped calling.
secret: kissed someone before you after he said he never had his first kiss.
thinks of you: just the perfect gurl for him and is in madly love with you but perhaps to afraid to show it..

wat type of shoes fit ur personality?





cute ballet pumps: ur a girly girl who luvs pink
and sparkly things!

Saturday, November 26, 2005

i watched mulan 2 on disney channel yesterday. gosh, i love tis sorta fairy-tale dream come true kinda shows. she marries tt dashing commander. aww so sweet. =)

n tt dancing show at 9pm. boring again. hopefully mon will be better. watching harry potter later. hehehe.

=D

since my life is now so blah blah, i'll post abt my sis. yesterday was tkgs prom. she wore tis greenish-gold or golden-green [so patrotic] tube, knee-length dress n gold shoes wif tis beautiful sash to tie round her ankles. she even put on make-up for the first time in her life!!! n she looked a million-bucks. honest. my mei looked as if she has grown-up overnight.

anyway, she was disappointed tt the dinner was held at 'singapore swimming club' where we spend every wkend n for her, every studying day there. she claims its so ordinary. but at least they get to use the grand ballroom. i'm a member n nv even step foot into tt posh gallery. *sulks*

anyway, apparently everyone was much more elaborately dressed so she stood no chance at being prom queen - not tt she wanted. but she won the 18th lucky draw prize consisting of a large 'famous amos' hamper [sooo impressive. i bet it costs more than $50] n tis teddy bear. they gave out 100 gifts all sponsered [tts the diff between a branded sch n a neighbourhood sch] there were $50 delifrance [some misheard it for 'marie-france'] n parkway vouchers... even panasonic n canon digicams. cool. my sis table hv 9 ppl. 7 of them got lucky draw prizes, one was prom queen n the poor remaining one happened to be the head prefect. so sad hor. slog so hard for the sch n hv nothing in return.

trix say the remarked: "i'm so happy for u n u n u n u but so sad for myself.."

anyway, there were butches dressed in tux which my mom is still complaining abt till now. haiz. so conservative!!

oh oh, happy 17th bdae anee. i was the first to wish him last nite u noe. so thoughtful hor?? lolx.

Friday, November 25, 2005

gosh, i took my weight yesterday n i lost 4kg juz frm tis 2wks of soft diet. imagine wat will happen to me in 3 mth. haha. i hope tis keeps up. =P oso, use sodium chloride [salt water] to wash ur face... i hv been using tis on my wound n my pores n acne marks r slightly less visible... it kills bacteria n aids healing apparently. oso, sleep alot. it wrks wonders. i've been sleeping till 11+, eat lunch n sleeping again. haha. lazy pig. but ur complexion glows. honest. everyone says tt. unless they r juz trying to make me feel better. =(

oso, mommy will let me out of the hse tis sat so i can go watch harry potter 4. haha. of course i'll bandage my cut.. fresh air. =D

n i can't wrk so soon too. mommy say dun worry abt spending $. she'll bring me shopping aft i recover...

Thursday, November 24, 2005

yesterday, my wound bleed. the blood juz rolled down. n the cut looked redder n more open. i was ottally freaked out. i guess wat mommy say is true. i can't lie face-down bcoz of the added pressure. i can't laugh or sneeze as my face will be all screwed-up. there's soo many "don't". i'm bored...

=(

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

juz watched finish TROY. brad pitt is hot. haha. although i prefer jennifer aniston n i tink he's dumb to let her go, me n angelina jolie do indeed look cute together. but they dun seem v 'golden' coz pitt n aniston hv same colour hair n v gd looks. they were sooo perfect!! haiz. read in today's life section tt brad n angelina hv gone public. finally. at least they didn't drag as long as christopher lee n fann wong.

n orlando bloom is a sissy. he caused the death of so many ppl juz so he can satisfy his lust for helen. esp prince hector who is oh-so-charming. n i'm not abnormal. like all girls, i like him in 'lord of the rings' he was was drop-dead gorgeous, cool n always so white... juz like a bai ma wang zi. haha. awww.

i watched tis show loads of times le but everytime watch again still hv tis overwhelming feeling. its something to do wif epics i guess.

the the plot kinda sad. the gd ppl die n the trouble-makers get away scot-free! where's the logic?? but well, tis is hist n totally factual. so life is like tt. n it got me thinking.. no offence, but does god really exist? apollo [sun god] let troy burn when they worshipped him frm the first day they opened their eyes all the way till death closed them..

i'm bored. n everyone's too busy wif their own lives to care a hoot whether i live or die.

christmas is coming. how to face the world wif my face like tt? somemore, in a couple of wks going off to some swanky hotel to stay the nite to celebrate trix's bdae n maybe having a usual christmas dinner gathering at our place or my aunt's place. hopefully its at my aunt's place so if i look awful, i can simply dun go. if its at my own hse, i guess i'll juz hv to spend the nite hiding in the bomb shelter wif my red date porridge n shadow for company while the lucky ppl feast on turkey n honey-baked ham outside.

live is not fair. it has nv been n nv will. only now, its not fair to me.
=(

removed stitches yesterday. 8 stitches. i look bad now. bad bad bad. =( the area removed is 2.2 cm long n 1.3 cm wide tt means the cut is even longer. pain is still bearable coz i've been popping painkillers ever so often [even when it doesn't hurt juz in case it starts hurting the nxt min..]

last nite tok to renfeng for 50+ min on the phone n got caught by mommy bcoz i was supposed to be sleeping. around 12 le ma. a201 is having so much fun. well, some of them at least... i'm so jealous. yj, do u noe how to cycle yet?? haiz. today is start of com club yr-end camp n i can't go too. gosh, i'm missing so much of my social life.

yesterday, bee bee was smsing me kinda of like to pei me. then she say she's eating snowskin mooncake. my fav... but i cannot eat. god, i can't even eat chicken, egg n mushrooms. the staple food in my diet. mommy say now tt i'm slightly better n bandages r gone, she'll revamp my menu to hv some nicer food. mmm. can't wait. its pasta later. yum yum. actually its juz spaghetti, tomato paste n mince meat. nothing else fancy but it'll be a change. =)

watched 'mean girls' yesterday. what a blast. it was so funny. i muz watch more of tis kinda bimbo shows where the gals hv the perfect face n body so hopefully through visual imaging, i can become like tt. haha. its true!!!

Monday, November 21, 2005

finally got these frm hui yi.. these were taken during mi outing on 12 nov. it was a v fun day. company was great n i enjoyed the nite. thank u guys. missing ya. i noe ur prob had loads of fun at pasir ris tt sat. juz like we did every wkend during our first 3mth (gosh was i broke wif all tt cycling..) well, anyway, i included all the pics i cld lay my hands on except the two i had already included previously.. coz well, they r so cuttee n i dunno when we'll meet again. so i wun pick n choose..



at the steamboat place at marina..
behind [frm left]: marianne n me
front [frm left]: merissa, ruth n hui yi



cooling down at the bowling alley aft dinner...



aircon... cool.. =D



grp pic at marina bay mrt aft dinner... heading to marina sq now.



clockwise [frm left]: marianne, ruth, daniel, merissa, me, robin, jason han, sephine, qian yu, jason foo, clement, aloysius n hui yi

continuing wif photo fiesta...



at back of lorry... there was a similar one previously but they r slightly diff as i noticed, i've rabbit ears in tis one... (o_O)



on massage chair at bowling alley. so stingy [1 person pay, so many sit. lolx.]
frm left: daniel, jason foo, aloysius (one wif pained expression), jason han n clement



frm left: daniel, clement, jason han n jason foo



clement n aloy fooling around as usual.. =P

a step-by-step guide to changing ur own charred aluminium foil when the aunty cheat ur feelings n nv come.. =( funny... [note: children, dun ever try tis alone at hm. we r trained professionals in causing trouble n somehow getting out of it. =P so before u reach tis level, stay away n call for 'mommy'.]



step 1: burn ur aluminium foil during bbq - its expected so nothing to be embarrassed abt.



step 2: remove the boiling pot of soup wif folded receipts (reuse, reduce, recycle ma) then lift the burnt foil slowly.



step 3: chill. accidents do happen. n IF the foil catch fire, frantically toss it onto the floor n stamp on it [NOT WITH NEW SHOES!] *smoky*



step 4: steal a new foil frm the nxt table n flatten it down wif ladles. n put back the bowl of soup. all ready for the nxt round of buffet. slurp.

juz finished watching nobody's child. one wrd to describe it - crap! its true. yep, joshua ang is cute as ever plus his hokkien-accentuated speeches n bad-boy behavoir. bonus man. the female lead - whose name i dunno. oso act quite well. sweet, adorable n street-smart. but the plot sucks. its a disaster man.

start of as josh (wei ge - sounds like viagra in chi.) n the female lead (shuang shuang) r neglected kids. both wrk in the kopitiam n the former is a bad-boy tt drop out ot sch in sec 2 n keeps standing up for the latter who is still schooling but hv an abusive n flirtatious mother, an asthmatic n greedy younger bro n a gd for nothing dad wif another family in ipoh. complicated.

wei likes tis other gal - whose name i oso dunno.. a bitch. she make him memorize all the 'a' wrds in the dictionary before she'll agree to watch movie wif him. [its hilarious how 'also' become 'ah soh', 'about' become 'ah bu', etc..] anyway, she already has a bf n makes him feel damn stupid n shuang shuang stands up for him. gd frens, they keep helping each other out.

all these r still bearable but the grown-ups r omg. the mom a.k.a qing la jiao (small-time actress whose dad died in the nicoll highway collaspe - i dunno her name but she always act tis kinda role de) gets into an affair wif the kopitiam boss, a lao tee-ko. he wanted to divorce his wife n take her to phuket. shuang shuang pleads wif him n he promised to break-up wif her mom if she let him eat her "tofu". the angry wife, tear up his passport so he can't go but the mistress still went. phuket got tsunami n she dies.

desperate, shuang shuang finds wei ge tells him everything n wei ge wanna stab the "ji-ko-pek" for taking advantage of her. in tussle, he kills shuang shuang instead. the stupid show got no resolution. shuang shuang left lying in some run-down hse, boss (JERK!!) gets back wif his wife (who stipidly forgave him bcoz of a diamond ring. how can gals be so shallow??) wei turns himself to the police n poor little bro walk aimlessly on the streets.

idiot rite? isn't the bad supposed to be punished? alot of sad sad music... so melodramatic. the show left me juz hanging there lah. n they really milk joshua for all he was worth. show him running n running. like they already noe he was the main reason why i nv switch off the tv frm the beginning. haha. i actually kinda narrated the whole story but it is much more complicated. i only show the main cast. hmpf! muz go rent more quality videos nxt time... went online to search tis show to see the reviews oso dun hv. only got alot of hits on joshua. how can gals be so desperate??? there r open invites like pls meet me at parkway parade blah blah blah. how can they stoop so low. gosh.

oh n i tot earth didn't care tt i was 'missing in action' coz she nv even msg ONCE. sobs. but i juz read her blog. boring. she's so random but she hv tis entry juz for me, Me, ME! haha. i noe i abit outdated le but thanks for tt although it ridiculed me n my puffiness. =( but grateful all the same..

i'm so so v bored!!! keep sleeping n eating, sleeping n eating. luckily i got no apetite if not surely ballon de. tis few days however like got bigger stomach. had baby biscuits - those wif diff vehicles printed on it. n beard papa creampuff. yummy. it was the best thing i've ate in ages.

had been having nothing but porridge [the v soft kind. cannot taste the rice bits de.] n soup. i tink i've a flat tummy now. haha. munching on raisins coz small enough ma n yougurt n apple juice. mommyt oso slice apple to like potato chips like tt. cute. haha. i'll miss all tis fussing when i recover. but my wound like hurts more like tt. hope its bcoz its recovering. oso had two breads for breakfast today. custard n strawberry filling frm tis cake-shop. v nice. bread fluffy fluffy de wif icing sugar on top. hmmm.

watched 'confessions of a teenage drama queen' n 'initial d' again so can gush over edison chen n shawn yue. gonna watch 'nobody's child' later coz hv drool-worthy joshua ang inside. hehe. started looking at classifieds too.

such a pity, i'm in no position for walk-in interviews now. missed toys 'r' us n precious thots advert. =( hope there's more nxt time. i wanna hv job. anybody got lobang??? i wan retail or service (F&B) de. btw, brian got into em1. tt means i'm the only one frm the family not frm em1. n i'm the oldest. oh, such disgrace. somemore i'm a jc dropout now. i've a feeling, tis christmas n new yr will be a v long one... full of overly-concerned n kaypo relatives who juz wanna poke n pry till u die of humilation.

ergh!!!

cls chalet start today n i still hv a nasty bandage over my nose wif painful stitches tt wun b remove until tmr. hope i can turn up on wed at least... but hv a bad feeling tt mommy wun allow coz it'll be an raw wound n mayb slightly open wif no stitches n bandages gone. still hoping, praying, pleading, requesting, imploring, beseeching, begging, craving n seeking a miracle. [if u dunno, my eng v pro de. muahahaha. - smart enough to use a thesaurus. lolx.]

Saturday, November 19, 2005

frm www.quizilla.com

wat sorta princess r u??



The Noble Princess
You are just and fair, a perfectionist with a strong sense of proper decorum. You are very attracted to chivalry, ceremony and dignity. For the most part you are rather sensible, but you are also very idealistic.

Role Models: Guinevere, Princess Fiona (of Shrek)
You are most likely to: Get kidnapped by a stray dragon.

wat sorta angel r u??



You are the Angel of Sorrow.
You are always lost deep in thought, and sad, though you may not know why. You long for the pain to go away above everything else, and yet a part of you needs the depression, so you can never truly get out of it. You are a kind person, but you don't let yourself get close to other people for fear of being hurt.

well, i'm here to garner more sympathy for all the sufferings i'm subjected to... n ya, i noe i'm not supposed to be on but shhhh. i can't keep havinmg naps coz they make me toss n turn at night. =(

firstly, yeah!! doc say 99% chance tt there wun be regrowth. btw, they oso found out tt the malformation wun subside on its own coz it was leeching of to big blood vessels frm my eye n mouth.. scary. everyone has been pampering me like giving me stuff on 'maple' - which i juz started playing a day ago n is now a magician. wow. thank u didi n meimei n of course ur frens who shower me wif stuff. special thanks to olivia. i'm sorry i 'robbed' ur grandma to cook for me leaving u alone at hm n thank u for ur phonecalls. i love my cousin. *muacks* thank u to yj n anee who offered to stop by wif nail polish n to pei me. sorry for blowing an ee's hp bill n sorry i can't receive guests - not when i'm so hideous looking. thanks trix for ur beautiful handmade card despite u having ur Os. n por por for cooking for me. n mommy for taking leave n being so caring. thank u daddy for ur $$. haha. i'm so materialistic but at least i now hv $$ to play when i recover. n thank u american express, my mom's employer for the $4 harry potter tickets. now mayb i'll go watch twice.

i've been on rabbit food tis past wk. porridge everyday boiled till super soupy. =( bland while the rest of the family including the maid feast on pizza n watever. fasting oso. =( oh n the operation theater was so cold but the ite nurses were so kind n gentle they changed my image of ite students. keep feeling nausea n puking. even aft jab still puke so no use de.

pray i'll recover v v well!!!

found tis of earth's blog... i dun believe she does tis kinda thing. haha. but i'm so insulted u told yj u can retain but u nv tell me. =( *green-eyed monster*




cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed..

awww... so sweet. hehe.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

For all the KPOS out there, my surgery was to remove a vascular (blood vessel) malformation. other than the many injections and pukings, everything has been rather smooth.

Reported to the hospital 2 days ago at 7am, checked into my hotel-like room with sofa,tv,attached bathroom safe and refrigerator. i waited till 11.45am when i was wheeled into the operating theatre.the trainee doctor took two wrong jabs before a more senior nurse took over. [ its not my fault i dun have visible veins - my hands still have blue-blacks till today]

the right side of my face is now heavily bandaged and stiches will be removed nxt tues.appetite has been poor and i've strict restrictions on food.guess its a good oppurtuinity to lose weight.

missing out alot now... sat have isa's bdae celebration @ east coast park and OG 2 gathering @ wild wild wet... nxt wk have class chalet.. all cannot go le :(

this is joy's sister, ALISA here to post on her behalf [she wrote down the post. i just typed it out for her.see how NICE i am. x)]

GET WELL SOON!! (:

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

hopefully, tis will be the last time i'm blogging wif an oblong nose. *prays* will be having the op tmr le. n its not a plastic surgery though i hope they can shun bian make my nose sharper, give me dimples n double eyelids... haha. but all i wish now is for a not-so-visible scar.

everything started tis morn when i went mj the file my GPF as well as submit my I&R. today is the last day i'll hv any reason to go back mj le. other then to submit withdrawal form n collect my As grades. left to meet mommy at raffles place n took cab to sgh - scared got no parking. quite cheap only $4.60.

waited sooo long (1 hr) to see the doc n be told tt op is scheduled for tmr. so damn fast sia. but best get it over n done wif before it develops into something cancerous or grow bigger n leave a bigger scar in future. tis time like more serious then the previous op coz muz be stay-over for observation.

throughout the day, daddy, mommy n me went frm department to department. spending 7hrs at the super inefficient hospital. like tt how to become medical hub of S.E.A?? somemore, i'm a private patient staying in rm A1+ (the most ex.) so considered i jump alot of queues le. i can't imagine the others who take subsidised public rates... prob hv to wait 24hrs??? such poor service still dare ask us waste more time to fill feedback form!!! docs somemore hv the cheek to earn so much n go for lunchbreak while ppl skip lunch to come queue!

anyway, thanks to the ppl esp ting n yj who kept me entertained through sms. sorry couldn't continue for long coz hp no batt le. (i keep playing games n nv charge last nite..) =(

aft tt, daddy gave me $40 to go pig out at 'tcc' [the coffee connoisseur] while he n mommy go wrk but i nv. yeah! ate chwee kueh n green tea for only $2.50 n bought 'elle' n 'seventeen' in case i get bored tmr. saved alot of $$.. =D

n the cool thing is, mom found out tt her kind company will foot all my bills frm consultations to hospital admission. they oso give her family leave to care for me! n they r going to subsidise harry potter movie tickets!! so now i've something to look forward too. will go watch on 26 nov. they even bought the tickets for us le. haha. so considerate. i'm so blessed n so super impressed. muz wrk hard in future become like my mommy n wrk in a huge enterprise to enjoy all these perks...

~ praying tt i wun be disfigured.. nope, postitive thinking gal!!

Monday, November 14, 2005

tis is two of the many pics we took tt day during mi outing. but the others either i look deformed, dun hv myself, is too small or something lah. tis is all i can manage for now... [got these frm marianne's blog... but the rest was not suitable so yeah..] huiyi haven update her blog so can't take the pics frm her cam yet - i muz really buy my own cam so not so dependent on others..



at the steamboat bbq place.
frm left: me (my eyes r soo small - its the smoke!! hehe.), ruth n marianne



grp photo on the lorry or pick-up.
top row [frm left]: clement, jason han, jason foo
middle row [frm left]: me, sephine, qianyu, ruth, huiyi, merissa, marianne
front row [frm left]: robin, daniel, aloysius

=)

I&R gives my headache. no. PW gives me headache n loss of appetite n isomnia (the chronic inability to fall asleep or remain asleep for an adequate length of time) i'm serious. god, i dunno how to change the bloody thing.

tmr still muz go back sch organise the GPF. still muz go hospital aft tt. my life is an inner turmoil of confused emotions.

=(

happy 17th bdae khangjing!!

~added more songs to tis playlist. took alot of time coz i keep forgetting to save changes then muz re-do.. n yesterday out of the blue got a company call ask if i looking for job. how on earth did they noe??

Sunday, November 13, 2005

went hougang area for dinner wif mommy n daddy yesterday. tot i was so disciplined to eat claypot pork porridge when they had nasi lemak. but all was not meant to be when i couldn't resist a hazelnut ice-cream frm 'venezia' at heartland mall. daddy couldn't help but hv the dark choc n belgium coffee.. mommy survied the temptation.. =P

was looking at my choices again. shortlisted the following..

np
banking n financial services
mass communications
business studies

sp
banking n financial services
business administration
media n communications

tp
business/logistics n operations management/marketing
communications n media management
hospitality n tourism management
retail management


somehow, i wanna be like mommy. hv big, fat salary, standard wrk hrs, big hse, cool car, etc. she's in the banking line so if i hv any prob oso can ask her. but i'm far frm meticulous. one more zero or one less zero cld make or break a company. the decimal pts oso v dangerous... but its so awesome to wrk in shenton way, wear a business suit n be a super career woman. tis far beats the tourism n leisure industry which although booming equals to irregular wrk hrs. u wrk during hols n throughout the nite.. its oso better then the mundane human resource aspect. media is the closest competitor to a fun n interesting career but it means sacrificing alot. besides, its much more diff to shine n gain a place in uni...

but now dunno how to position my choices... coz it certainly doesn't make sense to put a more selective course like media behind business coz if i can't enter the business course, i most certainly wun be able to get my nxt choice.. =(

good afternoon class. i'll be ur guest lecturer today. today, i'll be touching onto my area of expertise. the definitions of love. pls sit up straight n listen attentively. lolx.

today's topic: deprived vs desperate


deprived: facing shortage of ppl of the opp sex. somewhat like cold-turkey treatment. u hunger for but cannot hv. u still practise a certain degree of judgement n medical n psycological help could still wrk.

desperate: a consequence of severe deprivation. whereby, u'll grab any tom, dick or harry within a kilometre radius. tall or short, thin or fat, rich or poor. anything or anyone oso can. totally beyond hope.

tts it for today. i'm joy chua, graduated wif the highest honours frm nus, the faculty of bull-shitting, specialising in nonsense n gibberish. thank u class.

hehe.

omg, brian's lightbulb exploded. he was fiddling wif it n KAPOW!! haha. n everyone's annoying me now coz last night i said tt i may not wanna go tp anymore coz i received some pretty negative feedback yesterday. honestly speaking, the pull factor there is my frens n the dist which its kinda trival ba.

mommy they all say shld go np or sp as they r more established. they r all worrywarts who keep tinking i can't go anywhere. pls lah, wif an L1R4 of 11, i tink i shld hv no prob but they keep telling me not to underestimate the snake yr. i'm not looking down on them but technically speaking, they r a smaller batch of students as compared to the dragon yr n i'm pretty confident of getting wat i want not tt i'm aiming for some impossibly brillant course..

now they wan me to research on poly n immerse wif pupils frm the schs. izzit their generation or r they simply juz insane? we dun juz go up to a stranger n ask him or her to allow u to tag along for the rest of the day. tts so crazy. i bet ppl wun agree too coz i most certainly wun!

they juz dun understand but still behave as if they r so damn expert. *sulks* i'm sick of rotting at hm but yet, i'm running low on $$ so can't go out often too.. oh dear oh dear..

btw, happy bdae maziah.. shawn yue's bdae is oso today.. go tell haz. she'll be soo jealous. haha. =P

now tis is going to be a v long entry simply bcoz last nite, our mi gathering [mostly og2 ppl] was filled wif uneventful quirks and hilarious actions. met daniel at tamp mrt control station at 5.15pm [i was late for once!] met qian yu on the train n headed to marina bay.

ruth, merissa, marianne n jo were early. we waited for quite a while in the stuffy underground platform before jason foo, sephine, clement, jason han, hui yi n aloysius arrived. by then, jo had to leave le. we took a pte bus to marina south [area where ppl fly kites] to hv dinner.

bargained wif the aunty who promised free drinks [2 bottles of sparkling apple juice], ice-cream n 3 sticks of satay per person. it was a buffet bbq steamboat sorta dinner at only $10. somemore got no service charge n gst.

merissa's random wrds added much humor n wrong innuendos. for example, "daniel, wld u like ur buns fried?" n "hey, i feel something vibrating.." clement's pot was the first one tt bellowed flames n the aunty had to come save us wif a wet cloth. aft repeated attempts to get the aunty to change the burnt aluminium foil for the other two pots, aloy n daniel decided to take matters inti their own hands. the 'stole' the new aluminium foils frm untouched pots n attempted the changing themselves naturally to alot of screams, fire n burnt shoes [stamp out fire ma].

btw, the drinks here was ex. they charge inflated prices. for a 1.5 litre bottle of coke, it cost $3.50.. so i was reluctant to quench my thirst. aloy oso got jason to buy beer for him coz he's still underage. bahx.

tok to marianne abt her 'crush-crush' or 'like-like' n tis is merissa's definition.

crush-crush: going ga-ga over a member of the opp sex. oblivious to his or her obvious flaws n still tink he's perfect..
like-like: knows the person's flaws but hv accepted it n mayb even regard these flaws as perks..

aft tt, we took more pics, went to the bowling alley to cool-down n arousing the attention of the security guard. robin only came only.. soo late!! =P leaving the bowling alley, we secured a ride on a pick-up truck to get back to the station. the open-air back was the closest we cld get to a convertible n everyone had crazy hair. someone even commented on how bangladeshi wrkers feel riding on the pick-up.

we took train to cityhall wanting to go marina sq. by luck, we saw our og2 leader on the train. such coincidence. =) walk to marina sq where i cld not tahan anymore n bought a 500ml limeade frm golden village which was much more not worthwhile at $2.50. later, the rest started to play pool. bored, marianne, ruth, merissa, hui yi n i left. i reached tamp feeling thristy again [gosh, the soup muz hv alot of msg or ajinomoto] drank barley frm food court while waiting for daddy to come pick me up. daddy's 10min become 25min. stand until my legs all pain sia. came hm dead-tired.

btw, thank u for the presents. =)

Saturday, November 12, 2005

whew. haha. spent soo v long. but its all done now. i'm such a genius. can edit tis despite being a html idiot. hehe. anyway, oso removed some dead links...

will not be changing for a while but comments r still appreciated. going out wif my mi buds later for dinner. miss them loads. hehe. =)

ok. tis shld be more or less confirm le. tried wif orange n experimented wif purple. purple colour clashes.. though alisa say orange is nice, i can't find a suitable pic to fit into tt box size. i oso change to white background so there's a cleaner look. i got rid of the hot pink frame, changed font colour (so it s now not too excess), change font arrangement n replaced the music [joi chua - uniquely you]. why i chose her its coz we share the same name n we muz encourage local 'products' ma. haha. tis was one of the nat day songs 2005 too..

when i finally figure out how, i will put tt scroll box for ppl to chose their own songs... hmmm.

n i'm officially boycotting "angelfire" for being super inconvenient n such a sucky host!!

around the wishing pond which doesn't wrk. [waste all my 20 cents..]



still around tt pond.



we won. we won. hehe..

pictures, pictures, more pictures. haha. actually is i lost my thumbdrive n my dad wants to reboot the com so i dunno wat to do wif all these... anyway, the following is taken at tis yr's com club camp. "lamers" rock. n khang jing can go teary-eye at the memory hor. hehe. =P



"LAME"



at atrium. photo shot frm 2nd floor..



along the round staircase. forming the numbers 1 - 12 starting frm right.



say cheese..

since we wanna reminisces, muz reminisces properly.. tis shots were taken at the "aloha loyang" pool-side chalet aft the bulk of us graduated.



top row [frm left]: kian yan, mr wee, johnathan, edwin
bottom row [frm left]: kelly, khangjing, me



=) =) =)

stupid bus drivers! yesterday, went to tp, got scolded by tis bus driver who wrongly accused me of underpaying my fare. despite me repeatedly telling him i'm currently a jc pupil not a poly one he kept hounding me. pls la. i even hv my concession card but tt bloody cock-eye, blinded ass of a driver cannot get tis fact drilled into his thick head.

u r only a bus-driver so quit making both our lives miserable. uncle, if u need glasses, go buy them is u can't afford, go to some thrift shop or the 'salvation army'. the face in my concession card is mine!!! so wat if i dun hv i/c to back up tis claim? its so obvious lah. i was so paiseh in front of my future sch wif a bus load of poly pupils. the only reason tts keeping me frm complaining abt u is tt i pity u alright. i pity ur family. i pity ur father. i pity ur mother. idiot.

mayb nxt time some other wronged soul will not b as nice n bloody hell go report u for wasting his or her precious time arguing wif u, wasting our saliva on such a trival matter n such an unreasonable orge tt they wld report u. gosh, i'll celebrate then. YIPEE!! i noe tis sounds mean but if u get a pay-cut or better still, lose ur job it wld juz serve u rite. u can't go arnd slandering ppl if u can't afford to pay for a lawsuit. grrr. i'm still fumming.

wat izzit wif bus drivers today who tink they rule the world? like my fren recently n myself a while back lost our ezylink card. when going to replace it, the stupid uncle made both of us [on seperate occasions wif diff drivers] pay adult fare even when my hse is a couple of bus stops away frm pasir ris inter! yes, its their regulations but we're in sch uni godamit! juz a slight flexibilty n fellow human sympathy oso can die ar?

of course their r perfectly great uncles who really make my day wif their smiles n greetings but unfortunately, they r fast becoming extinct wif a whole new generation of insincere f****** old men who r too blind to even find their own way hm! how wld u feel if ur own son n daughter is subjected to tis sorta 'abuse'? oops, i forgot, u biasedly wld hv closed an eye then wouldn't u?

dun forget u gain ur livelihood frm us commuters. god, u r worse then teachers. at least our education is subsidised while bus fares keep soaring!! n i can't believe tt in future, my tax will go towards caring for u n ur pathetic self. tis is so unfair. as of today, my perception of bus drivers hv changed. tts it for manners to hell wif graciousness. if u r here to do ur job, DO IT n keep out of my way!

tis is v hostile but i'm in a bad mood n insignificant ppl like bus drivers thread on my toes n spoil my day. rotten ppl. thank god i dun hv to take buses tt regulary. if u get offended or u tink tt they r fabulous ppl, apparently u hv not seen tis particular uncle n tt u r so lucky. at least i still respectfully call him uncle bcoz of his bloody age. =(

comments r not appreciated unless of course u agree wif me! n tis is juz my own stand on tis issue. u r under no obligations to accept tis. if u r a bus driver n happen to stumble onto tis, dun get me wrong, u cld be a rare gem but if u happen to fall into tis category but is still in self-denial, i suggest u reflect n seek medical help immediately as constantly lying to one's self may not b a gd thing..

Friday, November 11, 2005

things i wanna buy wif my salary [my v own $$ mayb wif some subsidy frm mommy]...

1. 2 singlets
2. 2 halters
3. nike sneakers
4. white 'greek-like' sandals
5. beaded slippers ["fond hugs"]
6. bohemian skirt ["fond hugs" - colour (dark brown)]
7. 2 polo tees ["giodano" - colour (black & orange/yellow) @ $14 each]
8. 2 t-shirts
9. white hoopy earring ["minibits" @ $7.90]
10. bohemian earrings ["minibits"]
11. boy & girl studs ["minibits" @ $5.90]
12. nikon coolpix s3
    
    
    
    
13. colourful socks ["mini toons" - colour (baby pink, pale yellow, baby blue) @ $2.90 each]
14. levis square-cut jeans [bootcut - colour (mslodt)]
15. army green skirt ["esprit"]
16. leather tote bag
17. adidas 'square' bag
18. cute ballpoint pen ["happy house" - heart-shaped @ $2.90]
19. organiser ["times" - colour (metallic purple) brand (luxe) @ $8.40]
20. pocket mirror
21. pouch

tts it for now... will add more when they strike me. tis is to guide me in my shopping so i wun buy on impulse as usual..

went meet xinyu, jiajin, hazwani, maziah, sze rui n liting today to celebrate haz n maz bdae. rushed like siao to tm coz i tot i wld be late. but dammit, i reach at 10.30am, 1/2 hr early! n xinyu haven even left tp!!! n the worst bit was tt she took 23 frm the wrong side of the rd n ended up in toa payoh. so poor me ended up walking round n round till she arrived at 12.40pm!!

while i was walking all alone, i bought a pink hoopy earring, beaded flip-flops n a cutesy 'strawberry' mechanical pencil. i oso had to fight the urge to buy many other awesome stuff to soothe my "wandering spirit".. when she finally arrived, we bought a choc cake frm 'Q bread' which wasn't as bad as we expected n much more economical at $18 only. we then walk somemore much to the dismay of my aching feet n my futile attempts to juggle the big cake box to find trick candles.

unsuccessful, xinyu got jj to go n buy but blur jj got lost as usual [within the vicinity of tp somemore.. haha.] then i wait for the rest of the of them at the 'mushroom' [dunno why they call it the 'mushroom' coz it certainly dun look like a mushroom] had the melted cake at some secluded benches behind business sch w/o candles [coz got no lighter n for once, i wannted to find smokers to no avail..] haz v not-sporting. dun wanna allow ppl to sabo her n her white clothes. earlier known, buy flour as ting suggested so no diff frm her clothes.

went to eat pizza hut. i had summer veg soup n curry baked rice. mmm. then walk walk arnd tamp, played arcade [luckily i cld save $ coz we nv go watch movie]. before haz, maz n jj left. me n xinyu then went to expo coz got exhibition ma. we walk around the popular kiddy fair n i saw ying jie.. talk to ying jie for a while then left wif xinyu to see food fair. we walk around sampling all the food n i become v aunty. "wah! 10 cents chin chow!" or "free milo!!!" or "buy one get one free leh.." haha. we bought coconuts n i like some weirdo like tt, struggling to eat the flesh of the coconut finally giving up aft seeing some vomit n got so disgusted. was tempted by the fried 'do-do' items but i perservered. hehe. unlike xinyu who had a taiwan sausage.

then we went to see the 'branded' sale which dun look v branded. their 'roxy' n 'armani' stuff dun even look close to grade A fakes!!

Thursday, November 10, 2005

new blog skin. kinda bimbo.. haha... but i'm NOT a bimbo. coz i hv brains. hehe. tag my board n tell me wat u tink. shld i stick wif tis, change back into my old one or get a new one altogether??

p.s. [comments tt i'm not cute enough for tis, etc.. r definitely not welcomed!!]

well, gotta go meet pooney le..

oh btw, check out tis few 'previews' i tink they r awesome - simple, elegant, matured and nice [a perfect example of 'classic chic']...
[note: i dun like black backgrounds. they look gawdy. so somehow, tis skin does blend wif me..]
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my darling siblings. [not 'darling' most of the time.] but yeah... coz they r adorable sometimes n ppl hv often wondered who is who. so tis r solo pics. they're quite diff so can recognize de lah.



3 of them. at some sculpture exhibition thingy in melbourne. i dun tink we're allowed to climb on the display but no one stopped them. hehe.



trixie (15 yrs then) at lavander farm... purple...



alisa (12 yrs then) at 'wild wild west' i tot she looked thin here... but she still can't fit into tt swinging chair... lolx.



brian (9 yrs then) juz laid a BIG egg! haha. at sculpture exhibition too.

the new maid came last nite. she's a really nice gal... she's gd looking n has a great figure. *jealous* but i still hv prob rmbr her name. haha. she's much faster then the previous one.. but its quite easy to be faster as she was SLOW. lolx.

now rushing through the impossibly diff I&R. last nite yuvan msg to say last draft is today. how can it be the last draft when its technically my first! omg. i'm so screwed! n woke up damn early today to supervise the maid in her chores as well as struggle wif my pw. poo poo. the template they gave on ivle is so v vague. haiz...

muz go submit at 3pm. meeting earth at bus stop.. aft tis, i've no business to be at mj anymore ba. =(

watched 'enough' yesterday. tot it was a pretty cool show abt gal power n how jerks ultimately die in the end. DIE DIE DIE! hehe. bee bee popped by to use com but i was too engrossed in my show to be a gd host. so sorry. i even had the discipline to go run round the condo 4X. going to lose all the excess baggage n make someone jealous during christmas if i see him. i wanna make him regret. n tis is no feminist issue. juz a gal n her obsession wif making ppl who make her suffer, SUFFER MORE! cruel? i dun tink so. its merely 'tit-for-tat'.. idiot idiot!

went tamp to hv dinner. supposed to hv pizza at tis new york joint at century sq. but it was outdoor sitting n i absolutely HATE smokers. so wanna eat mos but not enough seats for 7 ppl. so we went 'crystal jade' which was super not worth it. it was sooo ex n food serving was small n nothing special.

came hm n watched tt dancing show on channel 8 @ 9pm again. i tink i like it more n more every night. but as alisa say, its weird to see julian hee act serious for once.. =)

n angelfire block my music AGAIN. i dun hv any idea as to wat i'm doing wrong. the only possibility as seen frm the terms n conditions is tt i remove their banner n block their pop-ups. but i nv edit the code. its juz like tt de. wth.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

in mood of my holiday spirit... took these pics frm trix's cam. there is much much more but coz blogger upload pics v slowly, i'll be ultra selective. but there's still alot. haha. tis is our hol to aust last yr aft my Os. went melbourne instead of cairns which was trix's first choice. anyway. visited denise jie jie there too. as usual, tis is bcoz i've to much time to spare n i'll only post pics i look ok. coz i'm self-obsessed!!! totally. =)



alisa n denise jie jie. so pretty. *envious*



me n brian. "i'm flying w/o wings.." haha. tis was at lavender farm. nice smell!!



tis is heaven! "the brownie wrkshop" selling nougats, chocs, cookies n of course, brownies!



fresh, red cherries. u dun get tis sorta quality fruits here in s'pore.



n my fav! the strawberry farm. wif all u can pick strawberries. honest. juz go arnd plucking all the strawberries u can lay ur hands on within the time limit of 30min! wif strawberry jam (pkt back hm so many bottles. paid for them naturally.) n ice-cream. i pigged out so much but fresh strawberries r like my all-time fav fruit.

the following pics r all frm the 'ashcombe maze'... huge areas of lush landscape n high difficulty maze of diff flowers. my fave was the rose one coz they were soo beautiful n the thorns prevented ppl frm cheating. =)



alisa n trix at the entrance. see the long n isolated rd? we had to sit in a bus for a v long time to reach but it was worth it.



me n alisa before we entered the first hedge. see how thick n tall the bushes r? if u get lost inside, gd luck man. hehe.



tying shoelace. actually, it was an excuse to take a break. haha.



trixie n me aft we finished all the maze n survived! haha. at the restaurant there wif full glass windows to admire the breath-taking scenery...



awesome rite? s'pore can't afford tis sorta land ever. tis fufils the storybk descriptions of the sky meeting the land. wow.

erm.. i forgot wats tis animal's name le. but it's fierce n it bites. so dun be fooled by its cuddly exterior. its supposed to camoflage together wif all the lambs n sheep n pounce on unsuspecting predators. there's a black type too. but the white looks much more docile.



mommy n daddy in the rainforest. tis is the REAL jungle trekking. not bukit timah hill. but of course, i opt to take the bus.but i'm not lazy. i juz wanted to enjoy the view better. (still in self-denial)



night shot of a church. gothic hor. wif all the pointy n arching stuff.



the train station. nice. much cooler then s'pore's mrt. haha. look at the lighting. fantastic!!



see the diff clocks. tis is a common meeting place n the clocks show time all over the world... juz like in the movie setting. so ancient but yet modern. another family pic but v dark.

alisa n brian nxt to an antique car. tis car wrks!! such a pity s'pore cars hv to be scrapped aft 10yrs. the future generations can nv see such unique, awesome vehicles anymore..



mommy wif a preserved great white shark... endangered u noe? haha.



daddy wif an orphaned wombat at the animal shelter. she's a couple mths old but weighs alot! haha. her mom was an unfortunate victim of 'rd kill'.



wats aust w/o kangaroos? tis kangaroo here is trained n tame. but it still pee on me. =(



me in cowboy hat. haha. wild wild west!! where's my cowboy??