Tuesday, October 18, 2005

u shld love me for who i am n accept me for wat i represent. if i really change, it shld only be for myself n myself only. i noe u care but i dun respond well to criticisms. tis reverse psycology thingy nv did n nv will gel wif me. its juz me. an escapist. i run away frm all my probs n wat u're doing will make me wanna run away even more. i really dunno wat u wan frm me. i tried my best to accomodate u but its not working. i so tired. v tired. i'm sick of tis cycle. wanna get out but i dunno how. its like being stuck in tis web of lies n deceit wif me always having to give way. why can't u juz act ur age? n dun be so stingy n calculative? i hate everything n everyone.. but somehow, i can't bring myself to say i hate u. bcoz rite inside i dun. =(

drained-