Tuesday, October 18, 2005

i missed an E by 2 mrks. 2 bloody, miserable, pathetic mrks. got 43% for econ... i noe there's ppl who did worse but tis grade sucks too. half of me wish i did poorer so i wouldn't b so upset now coz i missed an E by 2 ****ing mrks. i noe mommy say nv to swear but i hate myself. if only i had bothered to memorize mcq ans. if only i had bothered to repeat my mcq. if only i had tried tt tiny bit harder, i cld hv gotten tt blasted 2 mrks. if only i had known how much tis wld mean to me, i wouldn't slack through the wkends n neglect my mcqs.

got another shock of my life when i only managed a 52.5% for gp. my eng standard had nv been so bad. all through damai, i'm not being snobbish but i was always the top or at least amongst them. its juz one shock after another. n now, being here in mj for 6mths le, i can't say tt i'm still struggling to adapt.. i muz hv been hit by some stupidity virus or something to become so dumb. well, mayb i was juz dumb all along... =(

today's lit debate was a blast. renfeng as the v bold 'mistress overdone' exhibited excellent stage presence. posing sexily, twirling her pink feather boa. as quoted dramatically: "happiness is a virtue..." she fit the role marvelously. sam looked totally "priest-like" n added much comic-relief with his usual lame jibes n quirky behaviour. jeremy as the supposedly "irresponsible" duke of vienna n mag as the passive, wholesome house-wife in her blue d&t apron. [she looked sooo homely.] they assumed their roles n showed such team spirit tt led them to triumph over a202 for the much coverted first prize. winning for the class $100 worth of swenson vouchers. wow!! tis was after a keen 'battle' with a106 of which muslim won the best speaker award. it was two periods of fun n laughter. definitely one of the best lit lessons ever.. haha.

random thought: shld i go blading now?? of mayb i shld juz go slp..