Saturday, October 29, 2005

for all the kpos out there who wanna noe who my eyecandy is... tis is wat i tink is accurate of him. but since i wun be staying le, it doesn't matter if he stumbles onto tis now as i'll be far far away n spared frm all embarrassments! haha. n since i already 'confessed' to suting, its no big deal liao.

1. abt 1.7m ++ (quite short lah but still taller then yj's one!)
2. shld be between 65 - 70 kg
3. carry nike slingbag
4. sci stream (arts hv cuties meh??)
5. econ n math
6. prob phy ba (since sotong say chem got no cute guys)
7. plays volleyball (kinda dark)
8. stay tamp area (saw him on bus 81 & 39)
9. spike hair (but not gravity-defying, lightning-tempting kind..)
10. quiet n brooding sort (guess frm appearance only.)
11. hv a orange creative zen nano (i tink... its 'creative' anyway.)
12. chinese (duh?!?)
13. dun wear specs (i dunno abt contacts)
14. typical tie shoelace kinda nike shoes
15. nv wear those act-cool coloured wristbands (thank goodness!)

tis is to yj juz in case i fail to pt him out before i leave. happy searching. =)

i'll miss him when i leave. i heard poly guys r not as attractive but well, it was nv meant to be anyway. though i hope n pray he wld at least notice me before i filter silently out of his life n wat cld hv been.

pt of note (wat i discussed wif suting): since i'm leaving, i can go confess. no loss ma. at most, i'll juz escape to poly forever. i was crapping to tell him: "hey, i tink u're cute... wanna be frens?" then if he reject, i can either run away or save some face by saying, "haha, i tricked u! tis is juz a dare frm my frens n u were the unlucky victim. did u really tink i'll fancy u?" lolx. tis is mean but outwardly rejecting someone is meaner. muahahaha!! =P (juz kidding. i wun hv the courage ever.)

unrequited love hurts but being rejected hurts more.