Sunday, September 25, 2005
i solemnly swear tt i wun come online till the 11th of oct - the end of my promos n hopefully, the end of my 24hr bad dreams. coz if i do, i'll get v distracted n i'll hv no one to blame but myself. frm today till then, i'll at least try to mug. for myself n for everyone i love, i muz strive to pull through. haha. until my fate is sealed, bye. =P
my life sucks 24/7.
filled with dread. god save me..
i suddenly had tis feeling when i sms bee bee... we hv become so distant. m i really losing contact with all my frens? my relationship with my family is also kinda stretched too. its like all the ppl i care abt hv moved on n like ting say, "its like i'm stagnant..." ting, sometimes, i feel even more left out then u. u really hv nothing much to fret abt coz i'm worse off. its sad. v sad. if to proceed in life, one muz leave behind wat we treasure the most, i half-wish i need not move on. really.
ps. (gotta go collect gd karma... hehe.)
sudden 'out-of-the-blue' thought: i lurve strawberries. lolx.
Joy talked at
3:17 PM