Wednesday, September 14, 2005

fine, i noe my posts hv always been lengthy but i'm naggy my nature. i'll try to keep tis short though. need to hit e bks le. my promos r in 20 days n i'm no where near a probable pass. my life is such a total disaster! my v existence is pathetic. i wanna start. i really do. but somehow, the mind is willing but the body is weak. haha. i'm just e epitome of laziness n stupidity.

sch in sch today was as usual blahx. earth's absent again! i miss her. its so weird in sch w/o her although she seldom talks anyway. lessons were boring and i'm further behind everyone else than i tot. *prays for a miracle* pe today was aerobics. it looked fun but i dun tink i'll like it. haha. contradictory rite. but lucky me hv mc then can watch ppl make a fool of themselves. (oops.)

i muz really start mugging now or else i'm soo dead. haha. like there's even hope. nothing i can do now but hope i can just scrap through. at least it gives me an option of choice n not b totally eliminated frm tis ratrace for excellence. wats wrong with s'pore n its edu system? i lost my childhood n now, by prime yrs r just going to whiz me by. tis sucks. life sucks.