sometimes, i feel lost and alone. othertimes, i too feel lost and alone.
love is a powerful thing. it can make u lose control of all u're doing. it can make u pine for it on one hand while hating it on e other. but somehow, things dun ever turn out the way i wan it to be. i really miss u - but i suppose u can't sense it. as i said before, things dun ever turn out e way i hope it wld be.
today was a pretty depressing day. i juz got back another paper n i didn't like wat i was (come to tink of it, i nv liked anyone of them) - ao-math [a1] general paper [51%] lit [ao pass] chinese [d7] econs [29%] =( at tis rate i'm going, i'll probably hv 2 retain. tts wat got me tinking. tinking real hard (like i always do. lol). ask ying jie, ask earth. i kinda wasted e whole of today "mourning" my sucky grades n contemplating e nxt step 2 take.
shld i drop out of mj n go poly nxt yr regardless of my promo grade? coz even if i manage 2 scrape through promos, mediocre a-level mrks isn't going 2 get me into nus [business] or perhaps nus [arts n social sci]. but to be one yr behind, kinda paiseh then poly is not exactly e ideal route 2 uni either. overseas education is not a v feasible option too. having 3 siblings means X3 the expenditure. haiz... i really dunno wat to do.
lost and alone in tis big big world.
Joy talked at
9:42 PM
The Joy
female
was loved <3
27-10-1988
perfectionist
shopping queen
choco obsession
junk-food addict
strawberry crush
s'pore polytechnic
banking and finance
